Sairam friends,
This morning I woke up at 4 A.M as I had made a small Video to Inspire Sai devotees who are depressed. I did editing on Avid after a long time making this simple Shirdi Sai Baba video. I came to my computer and was looking at it. I suddenly had severe pain in lower back and slept on the bed few minutes. Since parents woke up, I sat as if nothing happened. I went and slept few minutes and came back to see if the video got uploaded.
I felt dizzy and went to parents room to lay down. I honestly wanted to tell them to give me something to drink as i feel something in my head but controlled myself and laid down because they will worry all day when am away at work.
I have severe pain and fear something complicated might happen. Saibaba, please heal me soon. I want to do lots of Good work and if you give me health issues my parents will be really worried. Please baba heal me soon.
I made this video because so many Sai Children around the world are depressed and sad. I want them to get motivated, focus on their education/career, believe that their life will be good someday and learn to live life with what Sai blesses them with.
I am really pained as Suicide count is increasing any where in the world. People are stressed and are not able to bear when things they desire is not happening. Since I am not legally right to do counseling to these people who are doing bad to themselves, I at least wanted to create videos to make them feel
“Sai will surely help me someday and my life will be good. I have to live strong internally”
Please think of good people around you. Think of your parents, Good friends and anyone who is really good to you. Do not worry for any loss in life be in Job, Business or relationship. Surrender in the holy feet of Guru and gradually you will see Saibaba will change your life for good.
This first work is not that inspiring but just a start….I did this when I was too tired and when am depressed in pain. So sorry if it din’t do what its supposed to do – To make you believe in yourself.
Hope other videos in ‘You can Live” series inspired you…
Shirdi Sai Baba Inspiration – You Can Live 1
Many Sai devotees come to starsai from their office where youtube might be blocked..For you people, I wish to post this quote below…
Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time.
Thomas A. Edison
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.
– Mark Twain
Success seems to be connected with action. Successful people keep moving. They make mistakes but don’t quit.
– Conrad Hilton
So never give up on yourself. If you don’t get what you desired, May be Saibaba has a better plan for you. Keep moving. Read good books, listen to Shirdi Sai Baba aarti and involve in good deeds.
You are worth Living
You can Live
Friends,
I won’t reply mails mostly related to such depression. You must speak to someone close to you. So instead of writing me, please believe in yourself. Please believe that You are worth living and have a great life ahead.
I woke up at 4 Am and now its 5 o clock. Wrote this in severe pain because I know my life is worth living only if i keep serving Sai. I see Sai in every life on earth and I wish all of you lead a beautiful life !
Amma already asked me if am not sleeping …Baba heal me secretly because if they know am in pain, they won’t let me sit infront of computer…baba come soon . I know you are there…he he…
Sai, please heal me..I am going to lay down now and believe you will heal me as I sleep…
Sai loves you,
Edit:
Friends, I woke up this morning and opened Sai Satcharitra and it came to the chapter where Sai says dev that he stole something and scolds him. Dev realizes that Sai means to say the fact that Dev asked another devotee about how he got blessings of Sai. Sai considers it as stealing.
We are not supposed to ask others how to be blessed by Sai. When Sai himself is present for us, we must ask him directly . This is what Sai expects from us. Sai is listening to each and every one of your prayer.
The more your devotion the better your life will be friends..
Dev was not able to ready the “Pothi” Holy book and needed baba’s blessings. Baba said “When you read, you make haste. Now sit near me and read…You will be able to do a good reading”
Dev did very good reading of Book and he can also understand the meaning.
I want all of you to directly tell Sai Baba your problems in mind and seek his blessings. Sai will surely show you a way.
I still have pain but don’t feel dizzy…so starting for work friends.
Hugs to all of you, Please don’t worry
Have patience and keep trying..
Sai will bless you with good life.
You really Can Live !
Love
Venkat
Tons of Thanks to you venkat, Today this video helps me a lot ..