Sairam friends,
I wrote an article yesturday and deleted it as soon as I woke up this Sunday morning. I have never deleted what I wrote so frequently. The problem is, I am exposing all that I think and experience based on Sai dreams. After I published the article and went to Saibaba temple, I felt restless. I feel that I must keep some dreams from Sai as a secret within myself. I already did a blunder telling about my dreams to the girl at work. So I don’t want to commit similar mistake again.
My mind is preoccupied with several news stories on India-China issues. I analysing what I can do living somewhere in Coimbatore. While Sai wants me to work on it, I believe there are some consequences I might have to face. I have to do it because what ever I happening in the border is humiliating me.
A Country is more important than one’s own personal welfare.
Today, being Ram Navami, I pray Saibaba and Lord Ram to bless everyone with peace and prosperity.
Wish to travel across India and understand this Nation and its people better. There must be some meaning in what I do with this life.
I am too depressed to write more today.
I will go to Saibaba temple this evening and shall pray for all of you!
Om Sai Ram
Venkat