Sairam friends,
No one is good or bad. Our state of mind and what we think at a purticular moment makes us good or bad in that situation. We might be really good externally for people around us but our thought process which is happening inside us could be impure.
So these days, I am trying to check on what I think. Am I thinking good every single moment? Thinking good when you don’t have any distraction is easy. Being good when you have several distraction is the tough process.
Baba blesses me some vivid experiences when I keep thinking good and remember him.
It will be like my whole self is being lifted up in the sky and there’s an aura around me. I understand this aura as Sai’s ray of blessing.
I will have such experience for less than 30 seconds to a minute. If you also keep remembering Sai, he will bless you with such experiences. Infact, these days, I keep questioning “Baba, why you care so much for me?”
When I come back to my senses, I wonder if I am really realizing that Sai expects a lot from me? Why should I have such experiences of divinity?
You can live your life and work on your responsibilities but don’t be distracted by sense objects.
Don’t be addicted to any relationship.
Never be greedy for money.
Be content with what you have.
Be kind to everyone around you.
Its easy to write this but hard to apply practically during every moment of your life.
What you see is what you get
I actually wanted to write a seperate article because these days, even girls casually get used to por…..y (Edited the full word as I don’t want anyone to land on this page searching for such terms) Couple of years back, one of my friend msg me asking if Sai will punish as she saw a bad video that someone messaged her. I told her
“Sai never controls what you do when it comes to bad habits. If you like it, he lets you do it. Sai can only do good to you but what you do will control you with chain of other effects”
You got it?
If you like drinking. Drink. Even Shirdi hotels has a bar. Did Baba control you? He won’t.
Externally, it seems to be good. That you worship Baba and also you drink every night.
But don’t you think your bad habit will be an obstacle for Sai’s grace to reach you?
Similarly, even if you get addicted to por…….y, you are building a wall between you and your Sai. Sai wants to bless you but his blessings doesn’t reach you.
Does Sai’s blessings comes from out? It doesn’t.
It comes from inside.
In your heart lives Sai.
If you are into lust, you are driving your Saibaba from your heart.
Secondly, a specific understanding about what happens when you regularly see such bad videos is important.
What you see is what you get.
If you see good people, good people will come in your life.
If you see women and men in lust, do you think such people will lead a pure life? What if such people come into your life.
What if you are in relationship with a girl or a guy who’s not pure? Your life will be a disaster.
So divert your mind and focus on something productive.
I have written several articles on using internet for good but never specifically touched such topic like por……..y.
Why should I write it on StarSai?
Probably, Sai is worried about the way some people are misled by their bad habits.
Read good books. Speak to good friends. Learn new language. Look for good friendship. Make your mind a place for Sai to live there.
Actually, I asked my Sai friend Varalakshmi if I should write a seperate article to help people realize that por…….y isn’t good for their life. She told me, don’t do it because people won’t change if they are addicted. So I decided to write about this topic along with the experience Sai blessed me with.
I don’t want people to lead a virtual life.
I wish you lead a real life.
I wish all of you are blessed with real love.
I wish all of you learn to respect the women in your life.
If you respect a girl in your life, certainly you will be blessed with a girl who respects you.
Yesturday, while walking out in the campus, one of my friend asked me “If you say Sai has done a lot to you, you must have lived a better life?”
Well. I can’t explain what Saibaba has done to me.
May be, my life would have been worse if Saibaba has not taken care of me.
I always remember him and he always remembers me.
Om Sai Ram
Venkat
