Baba, Please give me peace of mind

Sairam friends,

Based on everyone’s reviews, I have restored the previous theme for StarSai. We shall retain this for few more days until I can afford to get theme that’s mobile friendly and also easy to navigate.

Today, my friend and myself had been to the printing house for some official work. Its hectic work. I became too odd now a days that I completely forgot to collect money from office though I kept asking for it. I went to pay bill and only then realized it and had to use my money.

The lady who was helping us print was speaking to us and said “There’s no growth here but we learn a lot as various customer’s ask for different design and printing work.”

I told my friend that even these people think that they need growth and are looking for better opportunities.

Printing is a beautiful art like Photography.

Actually, the old man in binding section was really funny. When ever I went to check if our book was made, he would have gone to drink tea. I teased him saying “You are having tea every one hour”. Then, he finally did our work.

Yesterday, I felt that I just complain that they don’t go anything in our organization to get into new technology but I myself don’t take any effort. So today, I used some money they gave to print posters made by other companies about Cloud, Big Data, Analytics and also printed few books. I wish this atleast makes everyone get awareness and interest.

Since, I lost most of my years without learning, I wanted to do something in my life that inspires everyone to learn and grow.

While walking to the printing house, I suddenly felt severe pain in my right shoulder as if the bones had dislocated. I was blinking wondering what’s wrong with me? First, I get some pain in eye once in a while. Now this pain in shoulder. Its like my time isn’t good. I am really scared Saibaba. I have lots of plans and have to work on it. Please bless me with good health.

I know for sure that I am subjected to some evil forces and Saibaba is protecting me. Its very clear to me because I never got such strange pain before in my life time.After I came home, My Mom scolded me saying eye is still a bit red and I am playing around saying its completely well and asked me to visit Doctor. Let’s see.

Over all, I am really depressed once again. I don’t know what Saibaba plans to do with my life. I am really struck and seems Sai needs more time.

Baba, please bless me with peace of mind.

Venkat