Hi,
I had several dreams. One of the dream was as if some men posing as if they are serving Hanumanji are trying to cheat but I realize that they aren’t good. I don’t like trusting anyone who comes in the form of serving God or saint. I maintain this policy for ever. And very rarely I allow exceptions if I really feel they are good at heart.
There’s a message for someone I have come across too. This gave me an answer for why Sai made me mention someone in previous few articles?I lit lamp last night and prayed Sai to clarify me. Someday, I will be able to pass on the message. My only concern is if Sai wants to save someone from problems that might arise in future, he can directly tell them because they are also devotees. Why am I looped in this game? Just because I am have all the time on Earth and others are busy with their life? Anyway, If I call myself as Servant of Saibaba, I must accept such experiences and carry on the message.
Cute Animals
In the second dream, I see lots of issues near my home. Then, I open the gate to see a Tiger standing out. There were few other wild animals but they are all tied to the Neem tree infront of my house. Some of them are jumping looking at me as if to touch me. They were cute. I think Sai wants to show these to me as I wrote last night that I wanted to travel places.
In the third dream, I saw I am sitting in a school like environment in a veranda. Opposite to the school is a open ground. Lots of Soldiers from Army comes there to practice. I see Chopper flyer and also soldiers firing guns. Some people are standing far and watching all this. I try to take a video of this but my Camera in mobile doesn’t work. Suddenly I find myself in a bus which starts to move. I know why Sai showed me this dream. He says am not focusing on my project but he must know I am already tired by the time I write articles in StarSai.
Not all will like StarSai
There are few people who might like StarSai but not all will. In the recent past, I take lots of freedom in the way I brand StarSai. I want it to touch reality and hence write about my day to day experiences. Many people call it a blog especially since they don’t know how devotees in pain are benefited by some articles which still remains are gold mine.
This is my Sai’s Dwarakamai. I live for this.
This will be the legacy I leave behind after I am not here. But I know my shortcomings. I want it to reflect personality of an ordinary Indian with several dreams. I don’t simply write miracles of Saibaba because then, people only expect that from Sai. All 365 days between Sai and Yourself can’t be filled with miracles. It happens occasionally. I can praise Sai though for the way he’s working on my life and life of all his children.
In one of the dream between all those above dreams, I got a message
I see myself speaking to couple of my cousins but don’t remember their faces. So may be, they are my friends. One of this girl says, she met a guy who casually asked this to her “Do you know StarSai? There’s this guy called Venkat. He writes annoying articles and I hate StarSai so much.”
I smile hearing this and ask the girl “But why did he say that?” She replies “He feels like that”.
May be, since I write about my friends, work, girls, what ever I come across, society, country etc you think this isn’t Sai’s Dwarakamai? This really is. Sai did not live in forest. He lived one among the people and for the people. He mingled with everyone. He laughed and played with some of his close devotees. He cried. He danced with kids. He teased even elderly devotees and made fun of them. Please be realistic. Sai is very much into wordily activities when it comes to relationships and social life.
Fine. This is just Sai’s guidance for me continue with what I do. The world won’t like people who do unique work different from all others. My time hasn’t come yet. I know someday, I will prove what I do is really working to change lives of people. May be, I don’t have to prove because this is Sai’s work. He just wants me to accept negative reviews too and I am OK with that.
I am little depressed today.
Lets see…
Sai blessings,
Venkat
