Sairam friends,
I went to Shirdi Saibaba temple, spent some time in Dwarakamai near dhuni during Aarti, distributed prasad and came home. Since my parents had gone to temple, the door was locked and hence I sat in varanda looking at the beautiful Ashta Lakshmi photo in our calender. I was thinking about Lakshmi for a while. My Ma came by then and told I could have called her to come home soon.
I told her, I don’t want to disturb her while praying. My Father gave little Jilebi which was given as prasad in temple.
Actually, right from childhood my sister and myself will catchup some strange habits once in a while. We do something repeatedly for no reason and others will make fun of us. Now a days, I keep opening my eyes wide and don’t know why I do this? It has become a habit and eyes were paining past 2 days. I am trying to keep my eyes normal and not open them wide…he he…
I slept off soon as my eyes were closing. I had a dream in which I hear “Complete works of Shirdi Saibaba”. This was like title of a book but in other way, it could also be Sai’s command to me to complete the work he gave me. I am not sure what work Saibaba wanted me to do though?
I woke up at 5. A.M only to forget what exactly I saw in dream. I slept again between 5 to 6 A.M.I was thinking “Sai..Sai…Sai” in mind
During this time, I hear a sound emerging in my heart as if someone is living inside me and deeply sleeping. I got scared but felt who can live inside me other than my Sai?
Venkat
Please, if you read this, say a silent prayer for Children who lost their life .I did not read much about it until now especially since it was too much for me to bear. I am going to chant “Sai.Sai.Sai” when ever I can all this day praying for innocent parents. The worst pain on Earth is “Purthra sogam” – A mother who lost her child.
