Sairam friends,
Sai has no specific philosophy. You can’t ask me about Sai’s preaching since Sai never preached anything like other Gurus. Sai never wrote any book. Sai never had any rules even in the way you worship him.
Sai means work.
Sai lives in the karma you do.
So to me, Sai means Karma marga.
The path of work.
For the past 2 month, I am not doing any projects that I used to do at night. I simply go to work, then drive to Saibaba temple, spend almost an hour there and reach home. I have dinner, speak to my parents for few minutes and sleep.
I don’t even take my laptop to start doing some work. All this makes me feel that I am not doing what Sai asked me to do. I have no motivation to work on my side hustle and that’s really going to ruin my life in future.
Sometimes, One should not feel happy that they have a job. A Job can never give me security that even a small project I do on my own during my free time gives.
Sai told me what to work on but I let it go. The problem with me is that I don’t do anything consistently. I eagerly work on something. Later, I never bother about it and move on.
Like me, if many of you are happy with your current job, please remember, you might have to face struggles when you face issues in your job. Do something productive whenever you find time after work.
The reason I write in StarSai is because I try to find my own negative qualities. I am in a process of self-searching to understand why I am such a big failure…he he..
Its not easy to do a side hustle if you live in metro cities or if your workplace is too far from where you stay. As of now, I just travel almost 15 Kms to my work place. So I don’t think I am tired. But I am simply relaxing around at night.
There’s another reason I gave up all my side projects. The new company have policies that one should not work on any other projects other than their work.
May be, I don’t wanna risk the job and hence I simply started relaxing.
Having said that, I am getting scared of just doing some odd job and relaxing at night and sleeping.
Something isn’t right about me the past 2 month. Saibaba has to show me a way.
I wanted to do something productive consistently. Only if I help myself, Sai can help me when I am in trouble.
Sai blessings
Venkat
