Sairam friends,
I am really feeling depressed now.
At work, I was really concerned that some people must upgrade themselves ( Their expertise) in order for the organization to grow. Though I said this with a good intention, I realized few did not like it. At least not from me as I am doing a simple Job. I feel its better to be calm but many others expressed similar attitude as mine.
I don’t know what’s going to happen to me because I speak a lot frankly now a days which others may or may not be comfortable about. There are so many people who work hard and passionate about what they do. So I believe things will be taken care by them. After all, I can only speak. When I am not a doer, I feel why I must request everyone to do better?
I went to Saibaba temple in the evening. I totally forgot tomorrow is Nagasai Darshan day – The day Saibaba appeared as holy snake on Jan 7th 1943.
Saw Sacred Snake Nagasai in my dream
My friends asked me to come at 4 in the evening to carry Baba’s palki. I told them that I have some work but wish to come. Lets see how it goes.
I am totally upset as I argue with my parents. I hurt them a lot. I love them so much Saibaba. Please help me.
My eyes are paining now
I am totally depressed. Please show me a way Saibaba
Venkat
Edit: This morning in dream, I saw one of my friend who was an Assistant Editor. Now he has become an editor. I have good memories of the time we spent in Editing room. Wish to speak to him.
