Dreams that doesn’t come true – Understanding Saibaba’s way

Sairam friends,

Now a days many Sai devotees from Malaysia write to me.  So what’s happening in Malaysia? A Sai Movement? I shall write an article in few days dedicated to Sai devotees in Malaysia.

Yesterday, I had been out officially to some shops. My friend also bought some cosmetics his wife asked him to buy. I liked the way perfumes and other stuff were arranged in the shop based on separate brands. Then again in the evening, I went with another friend of mine to get a Memento. I got jeans in the Mall.

I have noticed that all these years, no matter what, Sai likes me wearing old dress. I also feel comfortable with the same. I don’t do it purposely but probably its “Sai Connection” that makes me do it. I like my faded pants the most. He he…  When I used to serve cleaning Dhuni, most of my Shirts will be covered with Udi ashes and my Mom scolds me for coming home like that. I really miss those beautiful days.

Anyway, I liked the colors in the Sarees I saw in the shop and also a Polka dotted Shirt which is too expensive for me. Then we had Ice cream sitting in the stairs. Now lets go to today’s theme. Ipidiye article eludhi enn life poga pogudhu saibaba.

Dreams that doesn’t come true – Understanding Saibaba’s way

One of the most frustrating thing for Sai devotees is when they are blessed with a very positive dream and it doesn’t come true. I have experienced this for several years. Sai shows me a dream about Career or Relationship and I will trust it so much as my life. I will behave based on the dream. Then gradually as days passes on I will realize that Saibaba has shown me the dream just because he wanted me to go through the suffering and have the experience.

Why should my Guru want me to go through Suffering?

May be I would have suffered worse if Sai has not choose to guide me to go through a small suffering rather than a huge blunder that I could never rewind. I have experienced this in many cases and have even scolded Saibaba for misguiding me. This is his own way. I really can’t question him. If you have accepted Shirdi Saibaba as your Guru, you must be ready to accept his millions of ways. Each devotee is treated differently based on their nature. So I can’t guess why Sai did this to me.

If I think hardly, Sai gives me a positive dream and in reality shows something opposite because its in my Karma that i must expect something, desire it and then fail. I must have done some sin in my previous births that has spoiled other’s dreams and expectations and in this birth, probably Sai holds my hands and makes me go through it.

If not for Sai, I must have not been able to come out of this suffering.

Why did I write this article..Because a Devotee Preethi posted a comment as below…

Sai’s dream about getting Visa

Sairam Venkat anna and friends,

I would like to share my experience with you all… Before I narrate it, i would like to say that I am hearing about sai baba and his satcharitra just recently and hence I sincerely apologize if I am wrong or ignorant in my words. Few days back I saw saibaba in my dream… sai baba in idol form speaking something to himself but I couldn’t understand wat it was… he suddenly looked at me, white rays from his hands fell on me and he said ” Visa ku dane wait panra… kavala padatha, unaku kedachudum” (meaning, u r waiting for ur visa right? U will get it, don’t worry)… i was surprised and am trying to call my husband ahead in the dash an queue to tell him what happened. .. There ends the dream…

The next day mrng I didn’t even realize the importance of such a blessing. .. After few hours, I casually told my husband about what happened… Both of us were not his devotees earlier and we have just heard of him via friends, my husband told me that it was just a hallucination because am anxious about my visa results…. now am unable to come out of this experience. .. am confused. ..

now that it seems like there are no chances in me getting the visa, why would I get such a dream, do I have to still hold hopes on the dream to come true? Please guide me on this…

That’s it.

I am really concerned about many Sai children believing in Sai’s positive dream and then worrying a lot when things doesn’t work out as Sai promised. I too suffered a lot by this way Sai works on our life. I used to get so angry with Saibaba for playing with my emotions but may be Sai knows my experience will teach me life better and his own ways.

Sai doesn’t decide based on what happens today. Sai decides our life based on changes in the economy, society, family and Sai knows to forsee what’s going to happen in our own life if our desires are fulfilled. May be Sai thought we don’t deserve it as of now. I really have no answer to this.

I just have a simple advice.

Believe in Sai answer books

Believe in Sai dreams

But beyond all this, Ask yourself “Will I believe in Shirdi Saibaba even if these assurances and dreams are not fulfilled?”

Many won’t.

We can’t trust a guru who doesn’t bless us with materialistic benefits.

I myself Say saibaba “I do all this. Tell me what you do for me?”

Then I think “May be Saibaba has done a lot which was invisible to me”

Sai has really been kind to me and I accept him for what ever he likes to do with my life. I just wish to tell all Sai devotees reading this to be confident and keep their mind flexible. When something doesn’t happen that’s not the end of it. Sai surely cares for you.

So Sai’s dream are true but its not necessary that all dreams must come true.

Sai alone knows the reason.

Love him. Look into his eyes and ask him. Sai will answer you.

I am too late nowwwwwwwww

TATA

Venkat