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It’s not easy to follow what I write

Written by venkatraman

Sairam friends,

My Tirupati journey article is getting late to be published. I am sculpting it as it’s one of the most beautiful experience I had. Wait couple of days for it. Meanwhile, I wanted to express this for a long time to regular readers of StarSai. Firstly, Apologies for several grammatical and typo mistakes. I write all articles either in the late night or just before I start to work. So I don’t even have time to read it again and edit the content. Secondly, my writing skills isn’t that good. I have my own limitation.

I am wondering if I can atleast follow what I write. May be not always.

Even the simple articles where I request to speak softly is only a guidance for others but I myself don’t change. – Speak sweetly and do lots of good deeds that it adds colors in someone’s life.

Yesterday, I was controling a lot not to speak much to my friends at work. By evening, I started speaking loudly explaining how funny it was when a girl came to me in the bus and claimed its her seat. We all laughed a lot. I told one of my friend that as per his wish, I am not playing any songs too. He told me that you play it too loud and that’s why he asked me not to listen to it. I also controlled myself to maximum not to hum any song.

I usually have good habits in my mind but habits are what you do and not what you think about. he he…

I know what ever I am doing is wrong when I do it but its not easy to change myself. I just feel jealous when people speak softly. The other day, I was near  a guy who was on phone talking officially. I was surprised that he spoke too soft that I could not make out what he spoke. I appreciated him and said “I speak so loud always and wish to speak like you.”

Here’s another Shirdi Saibaba photo I found somewhere in Tirupati…I forgot what I took it.

Shirdi Saibaba

Nice painting of Shirdi Saibaba

Did you liked it.

I like the featured photo of this article since its like my life. I am watching the play that happens in the whole universe sitting all alone. I always hold on to someone and it has only left me get into depression. I wish that Sai teaches me to enjoy loneliness. I am happy “All Alone”.

Venkat

 

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