Sairam friends,
At times, I realize that the reason Sai doesn’t fulfill my desire is that he wants me to give up all my desires. We can’t keep asking Saibaba for something that may or may not happen. We can believe that Sai is working on our life and will do something good but the process isn’t easy. I have been calm all these days and at times I argue with Sai about why he’s not concerned about me.
May be Sai wants me to live happily no matter what happens in life. Gradually we must understand that there’s no relationship between our possession and happiness. Happiness is a state of mind and even our possessions might give us problems. So less the possession, more chances are there for us to lead a peaceful life.
I really wanted to create a better way to earn my living as I get bored of this life. I don’t do any thing good for myself and others. At 35, I must have done a lot but I haven’t. I really din’t do anything useful and I din’t solve any one’s problem.
I just create problems for myself with my desires and I came to a point where I have to be desire less to be someone I like to me.
I woke up late today and was wondering what to write. I opened a page in Sai Satcharitra and felt like writing this. Well, I can’t give up my desires but I can have such state of mind. I don’t see anything good happening as of now. So why should I expect it. Believing in Sai is different from always expecting Sai to do things for us.
Sai knows what’s good for me and let him do it if he wants to
I am getting too late.
I don’t like my new place at work. I get really upset, irritated and look outside people doing construction work.
Tata
Venkat
There is no growth without change. So are desires.Baba s Blessings.Shri Sainathayanamaha.
desire is the root cause of sufferrings-lord buddha.give up anger,desires and be humble.Human life is not eternal.
I liked what u said : Sai knws whats good fr me & let him do if he wants to.
Can he pls gve me the saburi to wait fr his plans bcoz Sai
takes his own time…
Venkat Bhai …. I think at 35 u have achieved a lot more than any other 35 yr olds. A spiritual network that heals & attracts Baabas “sparrows”. Ur writings help many.
We r humans bcoz we have desires…. Very hard to drop them… Maaya will find a way back into our hearts & minds but keeping our faith anchored in Sai will help us to keep focused….
Sai is your backbone venkat. Without him u r nothing. Please do not loseo hope my dear brother. U have inspired so many people by your articles. Those who had lost hope are now at sai’s feet.
Venkatji I could say miracle tap my door when ever I open your page.I was just thinking of getting an answer for my problem..The wish the desire..I got the answer..sai knows what good for us.it doesn’t mean he has to fullfill what ever we ask him….shradhha and sabhuri is what he wants….I m waiting..I will wait till he answers my wish….