Goddess Mahalakshmi really living in website i created ?

Sairam friends

This article was written as soon as I wake up after a dream in the evening of 11:10:2009 when I worried that I don’t have enough money to maintain the websites I created all these years.

We think the goddess and god live in photos and statues of the sacred temple. Here is a surprise and a Mahalakshmi Leela I experienced today.

Inability to arrange money to pay web hosting fees for our divine websites :

By this 14:10:2009 i have to pay hosting fees to maintain divine websites. I need 30 $ more to be arranged and was worried about it. I told my friend kanna that i will give back in cash someday and ask him to send me through paypal.com when i am about to pay hosting fee.

I was confident that somehow i can pay hosting fee but there was a problem.

Saimahalakshmi.com will expire on 15th…i tried to renew all domains which were about to expire in the past months.

Somehow I felt Mahalakshmi itself not showing her grace on me and am suffering without a job , So its ok if I don’t renew saimahalakshmi.com .

saibabaphotodarshan.com has to be renewed by 30 days. It was really a burden for me and I was pained why am in this situation not even having money to safeguard the websites i made.

I was deeply pained asking Saibaba why i am suffering like this and asked him to show a way. This afternoon i slept keeping sai satcharitra in my palm.

I got a dream as described:

in the dream …

Some of our relatives has come to our house and they do a phone call to another relative. The conversation was “do u know our mahalakshmi did suicide. we have to console her parents” .

While i was still in dream i never thought about Goddess Mahalakshmi..It was as if a women named Mahalakshmi has committed suicide.

It sounds like the relatives has come to Visit a ordinary women named Mahalakshmi’s parents n console them.

Woke up trying to understand the dream :

I got up and wondered what kind of dream is this. I looked at the mahalakshmi bronze statue that i gifted my mother during her birthday  and thought may  be i have to do abishekam for Mahalakmi statue and also do some mahalakshmi pooja like kumkum archana.

I opened sai satcharitra and it came to a page where saibaba asks a devotee if he remembers to offer food to him before having it. I told myself that am always keeping little food i eat in a small plate for sai , ganesha , mahalakshmi, saraswathi and dattatreya . Then why did i got this dream ?

suddenly a thought crossed my mind that

if i dont renew SaiMahalakshmi.com by 16:10:2009 then it will expire.

The dream suggests the presence of Mahalakshmi alive with her glorious blessings for devotees in www.saimahalakshmi.com

Shirdi Saibaba and Goddess Mahalakshmi are asking me not to be upset since i dont have money and somehow take it also as a responsibility and renew the domain name as soon as possible.

Its a matter of 10 $ . Am sure saibaba will help me safe guard all the websites i created in starsai holy feet network. Today i realized how much alive God and Goddess are really present in the websites i created for them with love and devotion.

I must say its not only for saimahalakshmi.com . Any spiritual website or book or Gods photo , statue has a life force . The life force and Gods presence is surprisingly present in divine website also because i did all the websites from 2004 with love and devotion on our Guru ,gods and goddess.

Mahalakshmi Leela in this dream made me realize how sweet the goddess must be if she reminds me to take responsibility and not to ignore her website just because she didn’t bless me with prosperity

I can’t stop shedding tears when I write to these friends. How can Mahalakshmi who gives aishwaryam to the entire universe ask me to save her? I am only a small instrument of Shirdi Saibaba who was inspired to create websites of Guru Saibaba and all gods and goddess I love.

All my websites are very small not so content-rich. The only thing I do is I make sure, the website inspires a devotee to have faith and devotion on the gods and goddess.

Pained by past experiences :

When I really don’t have money to renew domains and pay hosting fee some people come forward to help me and once someone asked why i trouble myself by having so many domains *( websites ) why not have only one so that I don’t have to worry every month for money to renew them.

At times I used to ask Saibaba why he gives me such a situation where i have to ask others and they give me such an idea.

Maybe my websites are small. Recently a famous website named www.in.com published my Saibaba photos without permission. I immediately wrote to the editor to remove them because it’s all taken with hard work and my love for Shirdi Saibaba , gods n goddess and I won’t let a commercial website use them.

In fact, people used to hate me as I say the Saibaba photography I did is copyrighted etc. It’s not because I don’t want to share my works with others. Its because I don’t have a good career, no proper education.

I am a failure all my life and the only thing God has gifted me is my StarSai Family and what I do in the holy feet of Shirdi Saibaba and I treasure them more than my life.

Ma Mahalakshmi I bow to you and will keep you and your website safe for a life time. I was really irritated the past one week why the person who made a website for Goddess Mahalakshmi itself is not having m0ney to maintain the site. Matter of 10 dollars ~!#! ….

It’s easy to ask donations from others but at times we can’t.  It hurts when the goddess cannot show grace for me to earn my living and maintain the websites. So i thought I will let go and it’s ok if the website of Mahalakshmi expires.

Now I decided to safeguard them and I know Saibaba will help me.

Friends, the moral of the story is

The presence of Guru and God in once life can’t be estimated by how wealthy or healthy you are. God is present in every sacred work you do with great powers. Imagine if Mahalakshmi blesses me with a dream to say she wants to live meaning the website must not expire then it means shes really living in SaiMahalakshmi.com

Let us respect anyone who creates a website, writes a book, and spread the glory of Guru and GOD in the kaliyug because God is living.

Let Goddess Mahalakshmi life forever and bless us with good health, peace, and prosperity

Welcome to SaiMahalakshmi.com

C.Venkatraman

11 :10 :2009

Sairam friends,

I add a comment after years… a few months back a sai devotee mailed me that she finds this post foolish and that i must understand any god lives in one’s heart and not on the website. I dint replied her but i felt express my feelings.

Of course entire starsai network only speaks about looking at Gods/Sai as Antaryami – The one who is seated in ourselves.   But I just said how Mahalakshmi made me remember that I have to renew the domain for next year on time and gave me enough money to do it.

Not only these friends, Few other domains which I made commercially with terms “Cow” were there. When it was about to expire, I had a dream as if

3 beautiful small cows in a village and they see me so affectionately. Someone asks me to give 5 rupees. So i offered 5 rs as Dakshina to Sainath after the dream.

We really can’t understand some dreams and may interpret wrongly too. Whatever i write in starsai comes as an innocent discovery of Love i have on Sai and All Gods… Maybe I am wrong too but do always believe that Sai lives in oneself. Deep in one’s heart.

Sometimes i imagine Goddess Mahalakshmi in my heart and do abishekam with milk to her in imagination and keep chanting sai Mahalakshmi , sai mahalakshmi,sai mahalakshmi .

Mahalakshmi lives in everyone who does good deeds.

Have you seen the two white elephants on both sides of Gaja Lakshmi form of Mahalakshmi?

The 2 elephants denote Good deeds and whoever does good, will immensely be blessed with wealth, care, and love like the water flowing from the trunk of both the holy elephants.

Venkat