Sairam friends,
I am going through lots of stress especially since I don’t know what’s right for me to do. I am calm externally but internally, I worry a lot about what I am going to do in the weeks or months to come?
Thankfully, since Sai blessed me with a vision to organize photographers, I am busy doing several interviews and posting it on my site. I enjoy doing it since I love appreciating others work.
I did not even realize that the reason why I am shivering for few days is because I have fever. I let it get high and now, my parents are taking care of me.
I can’t even bear an ordinary fever and have become so weak.
I have to buy few lenses and other photography accessories, Editing software. I am preparing myself so that I don’t have to worry if I loose my job.
Its not that I won’t be able to survive at work but I am fed up with it and don’t see any change happening. So I wish to be on my own. I will wait for 5-6 month. Else, Sai should show me a way.
Thankfully, though I had severe fever, I had pain only on the first 2 days. So its Sai’s grace that I am able to manage.
I wish there’s a lonely Shirdi Saibaba temple inside a forest where I could hide from this world world and lead my life but I also need my Ma and Pa there.
I am unnecessarily getting stressed or may be, its helping me build a better future. I can’t understand what Saibaba has in mind.
Om Sai Ram
Venkat
