The good deeds I do are not enough and I am not sure what else to do?

Sairam friends,

The past few days, I can clearly understand one thing. The Good deeds I have done so far are not enough. I keep thinking if I can do something good which will convince Saibaba. There must be a way to spread good things to hundreds of thousands of people and I wish to work on it.

Meanwhile, Here’s a Shirdi Saibaba photo contributed by my Sai friend Nupur

Sai, inspire me to do lots of good deeds

Saibaba doesn’t guide me these days and It really makes me wonder what I am supposed to do? What ever I plan is neither encouraged or discouraged by him. Sai is more silent than I expected.

This morning, I was thinking how I beat the pet Dog we had at home when we were kids. When the Dog doesn’t bath, I used to beat him. I felt too bad for my behavior in later years. Then, I was reading News about Samsung is going to offer Internet of Things – IoT Tv in 2016. I was walking and started to type a message stating that couple of my friends are going to buy IoT TV in 2016 and they can control their home appliances right from mobile devices.  Every once in a while, I take some topics to tease my friends. Today,I deleted the message thinking I am adding to my sins by always making fun of others.

I kept walking. There were few huts near the road I walked. Suddenly a Dog came barking to me. I was shivering and stopped there.  he he…Then, the people near huts shouted at the Dog and called him back. Thankfully, I escaped Dogs bite! I think this Dog has many friends in his area. Other Dogs also started barking at me but I walked away fast.

With all this in mind, I realized the Good deeds I do aren’t enough and Saibaba wants me to do something really good.

I hope that I get some idea and implement it as soon as possible.

Venkat