Sairam friends,
I wrote the previous article and went out of home.
Wealth and Women – Shirdi Saibaba’s exam
It was really hectic as I had some work and the bus got caught in traffic jam.I was really irritated and finally made it to work. My friend wanted to get a new mobile. So I remained with him until evening and we started to Shopping mall.
All the while, I was thinking how the world will perceive me? I can’t be writing so bluntly all my little dreams, my experiences, happenings in life and even my opinion about various issues. How long will I be able to do it? I will reach a stage when I must work on a better way to connect with Sai.
Many times, I think if its good to simply write about Sai and move on with life. I can post an article very rarely as I wish and just ignore StarSai. What makes me write about my life is my love for Sai. I am simply trying to relate myself with so many millions of Sai devotees who might face similar problems. Further, I know for sure that Saibaba is going to bless me with a good life. So I am recording the journey. Someday, I will look back and realize what Life has taught me and how Sai helped me.
Tonight, My Mom asked me “Will 3 of us just remain like this as family?” I told her “I don’t know what Sai has in mind?”
I was sitting in the corner in Dwarakamai looking at the holy Dhuni. My favorite priest called me ‘Raamaa”. That’s how he calls me at times. I asked him what happened. He asked me to come near Baba and sit and told “Who else will call you so affectionately.”
I was looking at Baba and then once the Aarti got over, I distributed prasad and came home.
Edit:
I hugged Baba and slept last night. Did not got any dreams. I woke up at 5 A.M . I feel fresh now and planning to do something useful.
Its really embarrassing Baba. Please don’t hurt me anymore.
Baba. Please show me a way,
Venkat
