Sairam friends,
There is something good in keep speaking with friends, making fun of them and remaining happy all the day. At times, I suddenly get into worries and will again try to be happy. The worst part about being like this is that we don’t judge what others think and speak without thinking twice. May be I would have hurt few by teasing them.
At work, I really feel insecure and I keep praying Sai to show me my way as I wish to live in Coimbatore for lifetime.
I wish to be calm but seems I won’t be calm again in my life time. At times my mind is wavering and its really depressing.
These days, I got hold of Goddess Lakshmi and Sai.
So am planning to chant holy name of “Sai Lakshmi” in my mind and keep remembering her.
My eyes are twitching even when I sleep and it really worries me.
I try to imagine presence of Lakshmi in my heart. She’s Goddess of Mercy.
Let’s see if its possible for me to be calm.
Love,
Venkat
