I am not good Saibaba

Sairam friends,

I had lots of fun yesterday at work as they has some events. I just realized once again that I am not good in speaking as I don’t have presence of Mind.I speak like a dumbo…he he. This is the reason, I like Screen Writing and Editing. In Filmmaking, we show the part which is right and remove which doesn’t look pleasing for the story.

Anyway, I went to Saibaba temple and one of the elderly devotee saw me and said that he woke up early at 4.30 and saw Saibaba’s Aarti in Shirdi Live darshan and felt really blissful.

He is telugu and when ever he stands in front of Dhuni or Dwarakamai painting he says “Baba, Nuve Gadhi..Baba..Nuve Gadhi’…I think it means “Baba, you are everything and I surrender to you.”

I can feel his devotion on Sai when he says this gracefully.

I came home and my Mom read me few inspiring articles from News Paper. This November 4th is my Birthday and I wanted to do something good. Hence, I tried to install the script I bought for new website. This time too, I failed to make it work properly and there’s risk in running it in my current hosting account. So left it and was really upset.

Irrespective of all my ignorance, Sai blessed me with a dream as if I am in a temple. It was really divine. I just remember that I am lighting lamp in a temple and get a slip in which its written “Irugur and Mysore”. I woke up and told Saibaba that I can’t understand anything from such dreams. May be Sai alone can understand.

I come to a stage when I felt its not right to often think of dreams and see practically what I am going to do in life.

I see so many people around me who are more good than me. They have good nature and are better as a human.

I am not good Saibaba

Please bless me with good buddhi.

Sai bless

Venkat