Sairam friends,
I went to work today and as usual I wasn’t calm. I had fun and tried to be happy. I must say I was happy contradictory to what I wrote that I am depressed. I was thinking why should I tell that I am sad to Sai children and make them feel as if I am too sad. Sometimes nothing seems to happen and we are basically worried. While our problems goes in our self, externally we seem to be happy with life. It seems everything is normal. Just that I suddenly think if such stupid, funny talks and momentary happiness really makes sense?
Anyway, I am OK and life goes on. I went to get Shirts with friends and quickly reached Saibaba temple just before they closed it. I reached home and learned that my Aunt and Uncle had taken my Parents to Marudhamalai Murugan temple. My Mom has gone there after several years. She has managed to walk the few steps on top of the hill and had Good Darshan of Murugan.
I felt happy that they also went to Nagasai mandhir.
Its going to be 1 o clock at night. I did some editing work and going to sleep now as Amma keeps asking if I am not sleeping. I just wanted to say a prayer for all Sai children who comes to StarSai
Tonight, I walked out of home and looked at the stars in the sky. It was so beautiful. Many times, I wonder why I named it “StarSai” . Irrespective of several reasons I say, Sai alone knows why I called it StarSai.
Hmmm…StarSai is stepping into 10th year by grace of Sai Maharaj, support of my parents, Sister and my lovely Sai friends.
I don’t know what life is.
Its painful deep in me and outside I am happy.
Am too tired now
Venkat
Sai Ram Venkat,
Our wishes are with you and on top of that Sai’ blessings are there.
Congratulations for successful 9 years of Star Sai. Such a young guy thought about Star Sai 9 years back! This is only because you have Baba’s grace. Keep your spirits up and black clouds will pass soon.
Sai introduced me to StarSai only few months back but I read lot of articles written in past.
Thanks again for sharing your’s and other’s feelings with us.
May Baba’s shower you with His extreme love.
Take Care1
I am really Happy Venkat for Star Sai and you…So blessed you are that like Das Ganu you spread the name of Sai so lovingly… Sai’s hand will always be on you to shower Blessings.
Saram
Hello Venkat,
My hearty congratulations with so much gratitude for you doing this peaceful service in the name of our Sai for these many years.
I have hope that our Sai will motivate you in continuing this.
All have pains in their life which will definitely be crushed by our Sweet Sai one day.
So lets wait for that day with pure patience.
Take care, soon all ur pains will vanish through sai blessings.