Saibaba,
I am a bit upset as my Mom keeps saying her eyes are hurting. Then, I realized that I speak like fool without thinking properly. I worry about how I am going to change the way I speak professionally and also personally to friends and strangers.
I feel its better to be silent as before. I wish to sleep now hugging Saibaba’s book after writing this. I believe Sai will appear in my dream and show me a way.
I also feel too sad all my projects doesn’t seem to work out as I expected irrespective of the thought process and effort I put into it. I feel too sad now Saibaba. You must have shown me the proper way. I feel you give me continuous failure as you want me to silently do the current job and be happy with it. I work during my weekends, think about it late night and wake up early to work for it. What can be successful without your guidance Sai?
I am too depressed the past few days. I just don’t understand what you have in mind Sai.
Please show me a way
Venkat
