I am going to sleep imagining that I am in Dwarakamai with Saibaba

Sairam friends,

I went to work place on Saturday and It was really boring. My friend and myself started early at 5.30 and we went to Shirdi Saibaba temple in my hometown early in the evening. I felt really good to go to Saibaba temple so early. I felt really fresh and happy. We were sitting in the veranda and I told him about some experiences I had in past.

I came home and saw my Mom was worried about my life. I found her too much upset. So after many months or may be years, I kissed her on her cheeks and told her “Maaa….Saibaba will bring all happiness in my life. Do not worry.” Sometimes, I feel like I am not so matured for my age. Its OK. I am going to be like this forever.

Sunday was more boring. In the evening, my parents and Myself with to the Ganesha temple in our colony. We were the only devotees in the temple. Since my Father does some seva like cleaning the temple, I asked him why nobody comes to temple on Sunday?

Anyway, My Mom went and prayed to all Gods, Ganesha, Shiva,Parvath, Murugan, Durga and Hanuman. She was speaking to all Gods too. She told today is Kalbhairav Jayanthi. So we did pooja.

Then, I came home and went to Saibaba temple. I sat in the corner of Dwarakamai and started reading Sai Satcharitra. I felt really divine.

I read..

“Tatya used to sleep in Dwarakamai with Saibaba for 14 years.”

Vow. So Bayajima’s son Tatya is so gifted that Sai gave him the opportunity to sleep near him. It seems, Sai asks Shama and Tatya to do Naam smaran even when they are laid down but within minutes seems Shama goes to sound sleep. So baba will shook his hand and ask him to remember God’s holy name.

I came home and had dinner. My Mom has been asking to wear a ring she made for me but I kept telling her I don’t like to wear anything in gold. But today, she asked me to wear it as she believed it will bring me blessings of God. I told her, OK if this is going to make you happy, I shall. So I lit lamp infront of Saibaba and asked my parents to keep in Saibaba’s feet.

I wore it and told them “Its like a girls ring”…but they said it is not. So I am wearing it because it makes them happy.

Now. I am going to lay down remembering Shirdi Saibaba deeply in my heart.

As you know, I have a different way of showing devotion on Saibaba my doing imagination.

I will imagine as if Saibaba and myself are alone in a jungle.

Oh my God..

Isn’t that scary?  So I will hold Saibaba’s palm and sleep closing my eyes tight. May be some Tigers, Lions, Evil spirits could come to harm me and what ever evil has haunted me will run away from me and where ever I live.  Saibaba will protect me.

I will imagine that Saibaba and me  are pouring oil in 2 lamp in Dwarakamai. Its so cold in the jungle friends. So Sai will ask me to take some wooden logs from the forest. I will keep chanting Saibaba’s name and walk in many places. I will collect some wooden logs and bring it for Sai. Then, Sai will ask me to drop it in the holy fire – Dhuni.

The heat of Dhuni will make me feel so comfortable. Then I lay down near Saibaba chanting his holy name.

Sai blesses me with so many divine dreams….

I will chant Sai’s holy name now and sleep.

OK.

I wish Sai blesses me with a divine dream and guides me friends.

I shall write in the morning

Edit:

Sairam friends,

I thought Saibaba will bless me with an adventurous dream in the jungle. Sai showed me dream related to my home and workplace. Its like, I am getting something for my Mom. Then, I see that I am speaking to my friends at work place and then I climb up the stairs. Its made of steel. I see “Aum Sai Ram” written on some of the steps. Then, finally when I reach near my office, the steel platform in the steps were broken. I see my friends and keep my foot over it. It breaks off, falls down and I somehow hold a handle and go back down stairs to save myself. I choose to use the lift instead.

That’s it.

I have seen several dreams like this in the past few month. It shows the obstacles I face or probably any other difficulties. Sai alone knows what he means.

Venkat