Sairam friends
I really liked visiting moms close relatives in tirunelveli. I must appreciate the hospitality and went to few temples this time.My father at times felt dizzy and i asked him why he is getting irritated often. He told me its because he feels tired. We went to ammas village this morning and had wonderful darshan of chepparai natarajar and gandhimathi ambal.
Chepparai natarajar temple gopuram
My cousin was telling the agricultural land on way to temple belonged to my great grand father several years back which they sold. I beleive its good we dint had such wealth in this generation because wealth has spoilt many families. Children born in rich families have more chances to get bad habits and friends who use them for wrong reasons. Parents must never make their children that they can live life as they wish without any ethics. Its really surprising Bill Gates wana give only a small part of his wealth to his son and daughter. Anyway, who ever owns this land i wish they continue to maintain it as beautiful agricultural land
Divine land where goddess Annanapurani dwells
We went to have darshan of our personal family God Gobal swamy. We consider the kalasam with five head divine snake as Perumal – Maha Vishnu. After pooja i had an experience from someone which hurt me. He simply asked what i do this that and told my father he considers give his daughter but the problem is…..
.. Hello…excuse me…did we ask for it ?
I was annoyed n shouted i came here for prayers to our family god and we come once every few years and all i need is good memory.
Green Indian Village
On the way in car i told my parents its my life and i cant marry just cause ppl ask me to and i will only marry a girl from Coimbatore. My amma said ur dads native is not coimbatore but they moved here. I told her i just respect Tirunelveli as i was born here but i love Coimbatore so much that i call it my hometown.
My aunts n uncles consoled me not to get tensed and so i tried too. I told them why are people irritating me where ever i go asking me to marry. I know am old enough but sai will do good to me and i trust him. My entire happy mood was spoilt as already my parents were worried. Whats surprising is morning itself sai told me the words “what to reveal and what not to reveal”…. may be sai dont want me to tell much about me to others. So what about telling the whole world about my personal life in starsai? I do feel embarrassed to reveal but if i dont say then i cant give life to starsai…sai makes me face pain and insults to wash away my sins.
It was evening when we travelled to a shiva temple in a village. I had visuals of beautiful Indian village scenary here. When i was a kid,I have seen ducks go in group with chorus
…back back… baack. Now after many years i saw ducks. I asked the drivet anna to stop and ran to take photos. I shouted
….Maa….enna paatha odane ella vaathum thirumbidichu…all the ducks turned as they saw me…look at them…
Ducks turned direction as they saw me…
I was exited to see ducks and felt happy again. We did good prayers in kailasanadhar temple and a perumal temple. I like the photo below in perumal kovil
Perumal kovil Maha Vishnu’s light
We came back to town. I gave chocolates to small cousins had dinner and started to railway station. On saturday my cousin helped us have good darshan of Murugan in Thiruchendur. Its truly a gift of Lord almighty.
Thiruchendur Murugan Temple
I thank sai for blessing us with this journey. I can tell you that like this journey life has ups and downs but we must always be there for our parents. It was painful why am not taking life practically and waiting for sai to work on my life. May be thats why sai choose me to work for him.
I am awake late night sitting in train and writing you all this. Amma asked why i am not sleeping and if i need something to eat. I said no. Now i think thats why God created mother for he wants someone to care for us.
When we were waiting for train a guy was walking with a T shirt written on it with below quotes…
“God created women – His only mistake”
Its funny to read but i believe that God created women because only a Mother can sow the seed of love and affection in her childrens heart which grows as a tree of love as we grow.
I know if i go to moms native this time i have to face people asking about marriage but i cant leave parents alone. I adjusted everything because Amma feels happy to see her relatives.
And i am happy….its my life and sai knows how i should live it. I am really happy because “mere pass Maa hai” ….I have my mother with me.. At least once in our life we all must thank God and Sai for blessing us with Amma.
Love ..
Venkat
Sai’s little servant
