Sairam friends,
I wasn’t able to go to Saibaba temple on Monday as I was busy doing some arrangements for an event I am attending in Bangalore on November 5th and 6th. I wish to meet some Sai devotees but I will be free only on the night of November 5th. So write to me if you are free.
Yesterday, I went to Saibaba temple and felt good. Guys in my office keep asking why I go to Sai temple everyday. I tell them, its an experience. I have some friends there but beyond that, I like to be alone in temple.
I don’t like to go directly from office environment to home. Its always good to have other good experiences before I reach home. Anyway, since they are building a flyover on way, sometimes, I am directly coming home.
I stop near a Ganesha temple near my previous company and worship the Ganesha for 2 minutes as that’s the only place where I can park my car. Then, continue to home.
Sometimes, I really question Saibaba on why he showed this girl in dream from 2016 and why I did not get any answer for the same. Its irony that I still remember her though I have never seen her for months.
I think She’s good at heart and that’s why Sai wanted me to know her. Beyond this, I don’t have any clue on why I saw her in dream. Its really frustrating as I live based on Sai dreams but when Sai takes so much time to give me a clear path, I am not able to move on with my life.
I pray Sai for all of you to be blessed with a beautiful life. I don’t know what Sin I did that Sai himself wanted me to go through this state of confusion for over 3 years.
Saibaba takes care of me and my family with heart and soul. I know how much Sai has helped me in the past few years. Just that, in few issues, Sai is testing my patience.
People assume that its great to get guidance from Sai. Remember that, Sai will guide but to understand what he meant and the way he shows, one should have immense patience.
Have patience.
Today, I saw Fishes in dream and felt Meenkulathy Bagavathy is remembering me. I should go to the temple soon by Sai grace with my parents.
My friend Sandeep told me he saw a dream as if I am in Vizag and his brother is taking me to few temples. I am wonder what does that mean because as of now, I have no reason to go to Vizag.
Om Sai Ram
Venkat
