Sairam friends,
Once again, my room isn’t clean. I see books piled up on my shelve. My Sister keeps her home so clean that I wonder why I am so lazy. Only when broadband connection gets cut, I actually begin to think about cleaning my room.
I am getting used to new company and find the job interesting. Just that, I don’t trust them. I wish to work on my own Startup. Even if I don’t generate revenue through that, I will be happy to have a backup. I don’t want to depend on any employer anymore.
You never know when things will go wrong.
What ever Saibaba showed me in dream also confuses me. Initially, I found myself working any in past company. Last week, I had a dream in which someone is asking, why are you not even telling your just company’s name?
I also saw one of this girl from past company joining in the new place I work.
Such dreams confuses me because I don’t know what really Sai expects me to do?
Even if I don’t say where I work, many in Coimbatore will come to know about my new company because I am going to do branding for them. They have good marketing budget and gave me a free hand to work on it.
It’s hard to ignore Sai’s dream and not at all an easy task to live with it. Saibaba has done a lot to me.
One thing Sai said to me is this.
“Be happy about the journey because happiness is not a destination. If you wait for happiness on attaining your goal, you will never be happy”
One of the reason people get into depression is because they don’t know to enjoy the pain a difficult time might expose them to.
You should enjoy the pain in your journey towards a better life.
Patience is all that Sai expects from us.
My Sister had been waiting for a grant for almost a year. This morning, she called from U.S and told me that she did not get both the grant.
I am really upset about it because I love Sioux falls and I don’t want my Sister to move out of that beautiful city in search of better research opportunities.
My Sister’s success and happiness is everything for me. So I pray Sai to bless her with good grant as soon as possible. Her paper should be published in a good journal too.
I asked my Sister to stay strong and have patience.
I remember some faces from previous company once in a while. If I am not going back there, I will make sure I bring some of them to new company when they are expanding.
Sai blessings
Venkat
