Trying to take Photo of Radhe Krishna
On Sunday night, I was in Shirdi Saibaba temple when my Father called up and asked me to see if I can get the crown made of Chamki to offer to Goddess. I had bought one in shop near North Indian temple. I went there to see if the shop is there but it was a temporary shop for 3 month in a year and hence wasn’t there.
I felt Sai made me come to this temple as I had wrote about Lord Krishna – Being Krishna for fraction of a second made me happy
I went into the temple and worshiped Shakti. Then, Ram,Sita, Hanuman.
I looked at Radhe Krishna and kept smiling at them.
I thought in my mind…Oh..How beautiful is Radha today? She’s truly a sweet heart. I wanted to take a photo. I asked one of this priest if I can take the photo of Radhe Krishna. He told me that someone is there and asked me to take later. I waited but that man put a chair and peacefully sat as if he will never go for next few minutes.
I can’t control myself from taking a photo of Radhe Krishna and decided to steal!
What am I doing right from the day, Sai made me dream vision of the song, Chori chori jab nazrein mili? I am just stealing..
I stole a microphone from work and started making videos. Sai warned me not to use songs composed by others. I stole Sun raha hai na tu and made video and now I am stealing Radhe Krishna’s photo.
While the aarti for Goddess was going on I was planning a trick and stood there as a thief.
I silently set 10 second timer in my Mobile camera, positioned the mobile in my pocket. I did this standing behind the mandir. Then, I will quickly walk and stand infront of Radhe Krishna and act as if I am worshiping. This is a new kind of worship where you don’t join your palm..he he..You simply stand and look into eyes of Radhe curiously. I did not move and stand there for 20 seconds. I went back of mandir and saw how the photo has been taken? It showed only Krishna. I was really upset about it and asked
“Krishna..Are you so possessive about Radha that you can’t even allow me to take a photo of her?”
“I just need her photo. She’s always going to be with you.”
Again, I will switch on the Camera timer and repeat. It was funny. I could have asked permission and taken the photo but seems I am getting used to mischievous behavior now a days. One of my friend told me that I am a cunning fox. I pleaded her saying I did nothing and am an innocent Rabbit. She even drew a fox in my place. I shall come back to it later. Now see Radhe Krishna…
Please show me your Radhe..
The left eye of Radha is little hidden but I am happy that atleast I can show her to you. She was gorgeous!
Now I see beautiful Radha of Krishna
I wrote a long article but did not publish it. I promised something to someone and hence wanted to stick to it. Secondly, I am reading Sai Satcharitra praying for someone. Its my usual habit to do it if I do mistake. As I am a lazy reader, its getting late to complete it. Once I complete reading, I will say a prayer and come out of it. I told Sai that I won’t write articles until I complete reading Sai Satcharitra but this morning, I wish to show this beautiful Radhe Krishna to you. Though the photo has not come out well, I feel its the experience that matters. Hope you liked it.
I don’t know how long I am going to be here because already I understood why you kept showing dreams as if I remove my office tag. Some change is on the way. But I wish to retain this place as one of your previous dream was about this place. I like this place as I like to see people and talk to them often when ever I wish.
And why do 2 of my friends use the word “Cunning” to describe me? I was really shocked and kept pleading not to say that because I am an innocent Rabbit but she never accepted.
I am trying to compare both. he he…
There was another word which I could not digest. I told Saibaba that I don’t need this. Please show me a way. Lets bring it to an end.
I wanted to focus on something more meaningful in life. Not getting enough time for it though. Wanted to make a Job listing site but due to few reasons, I must not launch such sites. Simply guiding people is not enough. I must do something to get them an opportunity. That’s real good deed.
Sairam
Venkat
