Sairam friends,
Last night, I was troubled. As I woke up, I desired if I could live a different life. I wanted to remember Sai, Goddess whom I adore and live in samadhi state.
Samadhi state is a neutral state.
We should never show our emotions or even feel emotional. We should never get angry with anyone. We should never feel bad when people hurt us. We should be calm and composed.
We should live in such a state.
Sometimes, when I am at work, even if I don’t talk guys around me ask why I am not talking. They think we should always have fun and talk. Well, my life hasn’t been so good to always laugh.
Sometimes, I get upset and be calm.
Being calm isn’t what I want.
I wish to be in Samadhi state where I constantly feel the divinity in me.
Sai Baba should show me a way to remember him all this day!
Venkat
