Sairam friends,
On Saturday afternoon, I went to mall at a short distance from office with one of my friend. When we went to Coffee shop, I found a girl sitting in the corner and taking notes from a huge book. I was curious to know what She’s learning but didn’t asked her. When we came out of Coffee shop, I could see from the glass panel, the book had the words “English Literature” on it. This made me think that I am not reading much these days.
On Sunday evening, I parked my car in the temple and walked all the way to the mall to read books. I went to Odyssy and grasped their book shelve for more than an hour. I read few good pages from books which interested me. These books are expensive and hence I couldn’t buy them.
I thought of catching bus while going back but again I walked. I had severe backache by the time I reached temple. Irrespective of that, I prefer walking since I don’t do any other physical work. Earlier, I used to do lots of physical work in temple like cleaning Dhuni etc but now it got reduced.
I distributed prasad in Dwarakamai and reached home.
I felt really positive since I read few good books. I felt that I must not worry so much about my life. I went to my Mom’s room and was speaking to her for a while. I told my Mom that She became too feeble and hence I fear to take her anywhere. Later, since my Mom has leg pain, I pressed her legs and slept near her foot for few minutes. I woke up and came to my room to sleep hugging Sai book.
After many days, I saw this girl at work in dream but first, let me say the second dream.
Mahalakshmi blessed me with a petal of a flower
It was like I see a shooting spot where there’s also a photography studio. Some men who work in the film crew recognizes me and asks me to have snacks. I have little and go inside a huge, dimly lit hall. In the corner of the hall, I could see a small Mahalakshmi statue. I am washing my finger near the statue. Then, I realize my mistake and clean the place. Later, I take the rose petal as a blessing of Mahalakshmi and walk away.
Baba shows me such dream like washing finger near Mahalakshmi if he feels I have annoyed any God or Goddess as if I am didn’t respect them. I woke up and touched Mahalakshmi statue in my pooja place asking her to forgive me if I did any mistake.
Now the first dream…
Actually, the past one year, one of this guy often asks me why I am not coming to his place as before and I simply tell him that I would certainly come someday.
In this dream, I see environment like a huge Auditorium. I see a celebrity has come and hence it was crowded. Some people are sitting outside auditorium in veranda. I see this guy, the girl at workplace and another guy sitting in the open space.
I am coming out of auditorium, find this guy and go to sit near him. Twice I enter Auditorium and when ever I come out, I sit near this guy. Like I stopped looking at this girl in real, even in dream, I don’t feel like looking at this girl. But I assume if She’s annoyed since she’s not comfortable me sitting near this guy- I mean as they were a part of a team.
So I decide to myself that next time, I must not bother her and sit alone.
Later, I am shooting in the auditorium. That’s it.
I don’t understand anything from this dream though. May be, Sai says as its my habit for over a year, I must never go near her place even to see this guy as it might annoy this girl.
I am going to remember Mahalakshmi today as She has come in dream.
Please pray for me. I am going to request office that I need leave for a month to go to the U.S. Getting visa is the next task.
Sai blessings
Venkat
