Sairam friends,
Thanks for the encouragement and kind words you all told me for the new initiative Sai inspired me to take by speaking about Sai’s glory relating it with day to day happenings in my life. Subscribe to – Coffee With Venkat. I did not become a filmmaker as I desired. So let me use my skills for Sai. All that I have goes to Sai because every little thing I do for Sai gives meaning to this birth.
“I am made for Sai and I live for Sai.”
In the past 11 years, hundreds of Sai children into relationship issues had wrote me. I myself have gone through a lot in my past. I wanted to make a video for Sai with this song everyone loves – Sun Raha Hai na Tu. Saibaba has asked me not to use these songs because its like stealing creativity. But I am doing it to make you happy and already I received copy right notice. May be, they will run ads or might ask me to remove. I just felt this video is important to touch your heart and to heal you.
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Not all can tell their personal life openly. I have been writing about it and now I make videos about it. I cannot write personally to every one of you. So what I speak can show you reality. Make you live strong internally and bring you back on track.
Filmmaking is my passion and Sai is inspiring me to do it. I have to improve a lot since I am yet to make professional videos for Sai baba. I am simply taking some clippings with my mobile phone and cutting it on a affordable editing software. I apologies to you that I have little time to prepare for good shooting, can only edit during late nights and also can’t invest much on equipment. I just wanted to speak the glory of Sai by relating him practically with our day to day life. I am surprised how many of you really found it interesting? I am happy about it. I am touched and its encouraging me to do more such works for Sai.
Just that, what the whole world is enjoying, I can’t show to my parents as they might think I am simply playing around with my life. Anyway. Someday, I will make the world tell them what I do is moving mountains. Mountains are huge pains, problems and worries in the hearts of Sai children. When you listen to Sai’s glory, you will be blessed and your heart will feel light. I am Sai’s little servant and I have to do it because Sai has taught me that “Words can heal”.
This video is for every single Sai devotee who thinks that he/she is praying Saibaba for several years but Saibaba doesn’t seem to answer them. On several occasions, none will understand you nor your faith on Saibaba. People even ask
“You keep believing your Saibaba will do it. Why is he silent then?”.
One of the most painful situation in my life is when ever someone suddenly asks me “Why aren’t you married yet?”. I get scared of this question. Few days back, at night, there was a meeting at work and someone from U.S who spoke to me after long said ” I am expecting a good news from Venkat”. It was so kind of him but I din’t know what to say? I laughed and replied ‘Lets see”.
I wrote a long article 2 weeks back about why I am not married yet because finally, I wanted to tell this on StarSai but for personal reasons did not publish it. There’s lots of secret in it that’s known to me and Sai alone. I can’t even tell my parents how Saibaba is working on my life. Sai tells me every single thing happening around me. Sai warns me every moment I am about to take a wrong decision. Saibaba can never bear if my life is ruined and hence he takes immense care on me in such issues. Honestly, In the past 5 years, Saibaba has shown me hundreds of dreams to make sure I don’t end up with the wrong girl. Not that some girls are bad but eventually, Sai thinks it may not work out after few years. How can I go beyond Sai’s words?
I tried explaining to my parents that Saibaba has his own plans and don’t want me to hurry but they are are too weak to understand me.
When Saibaba helps me so much, I cannot prove it. I cannot prove what he is doing to me to anyone in the whole planet. This is the trust between a Guru and his humble servant. If I call myself as a servant of Sai, I must accept all the words the world tells to hurt me as if I am not responsible and I am stubborn etc. I am with Sai and that alone is truth.
Its easy to question me but none knew what I have gone through and the way Saibaba literally is holding my palm and taking me with him.
Deep in me, I am not against getting married but its the cultural aspect existing in our country is annoying me.
I named this country “Marriage Nation” because if you don’t marry, people might cease your citizenship.
Its almost like that. Thankfully, I am allowed to eat, sleep and earn my living. Once in a while, I have abundant time to serve Sai. Few days back, one of my friend on our way to Saibaba colony told me “Better remain in this job because you won’t have time to serve Sai if you launch a Startup or try to be on your own”. He was telling that his mind is too much occupied by work as he’s into IT Sales and hence he gets tired by end of the day.
That’s when I realized that I must be happy for the job I have as it gives me all my nights to think of Saibaba. Now a days, even during office hours, I practice “Speaking” myself reading any technology ebooks or articles. None thinks that I am insane because that’s how I have branded myself. he he..People know that I do stupid stuff always and doesn’t bother me much even if I speak to myself.
I wanted to practice pronunciation as in the past 11 years I irritated you people with grammar mistakes (Some due to ignorance and some because I write in hurry and never proof read it. Let me be an amateur writer) and now after I started making videos for Baba, my accent has to be taken care.
So here’s the video.
Dedicated to every Man and Women who have been in love and desired someone to be their husband or wife.
Shirdi Saibaba will help you to survive in this Marriage Nation
Om Sai Ram
This is Venkat for StarSai.com
The world’s smallest network for Sai devotees.
I wonder why we come across someone whom we really like.
I wonder why we fall in love?
I wonder why we can’t marry the one we love?
Call it karmic or fate.
The pain is excruciating.
You must be in love to know the pain I am talking about.
It really is unbearable.
Being someone too sensitive and affectionate,
I was not able to believe the way people change.
I am ignorant
I have always been.
But i trust you Saibaba
Because every single time I faced this pain, You were with me.
You know how much I hugged you with tears when I can’t believe what’s happening around me.
All the shock my past relationships gave me finally made me get into a phobia.
Call it “Leave Phobia”
It’s fear of liking someone so much that you can’t bear when they leave you.
Someone whom you love dearly can leave you.
They can leave you forever and never come back.
You can say 1000 prayers. Even the angels up the sky will come back
but your love won’t.
Because this is such a world where people change.
Their mind changes.
So accept it and be strong internally.
When someone you love completely disappear from your life.
Are you going to sit and cry for it?
I have guided hundreds of girls and few guys in the past 10 years to “Live Strong”
If someone left you, remember they are not made for you.
May be, Sai baba better plans for you.
So hold on and live in peace.
Your prayers to Saibaba might seem to be unanswered.
Many devotees complain that Saibaba is not listening to them.
The truth is that the one whom you loved is not living.
They are hiding!
They are hiding behind the their
Parents
Society
Status
or
Probably they are hiding behind another true love they found.
How can Shirdi Saibaba help you?
Be practical.
Saibaba can help you to come out of this pain.
You just have to give an opportunity to Saibaba to make it happen.
I have given that opportunity to Sai and hence I am surviving today.
I am surviving this “Marriage Nation” called India.
This is a country where people ask you “Why aren’t you married?”
Hey. You are supposed to be married.
Else answer them.
If not you..They will ask your Mom and Dad.
Why your son or daughter is not married?
Tell me what on Earth they get by these questions?
Can they change my life?
Can they?
They can ask but there’s a way to ask.
Relatives can ask..
Friends can ask…
Anyone can ask…
Because they never know what people are going through
They assume that they have achieved a lot just because their life is good and they are God dam married?
Several people have told this to me.
They call it advice.
Marry..Marry..Marry.
Yes. I will.
Did I say No to it?
If I hurry and marry then what’s the respect I have on my Guru?
Why should I even worship Saibaba?
It’s not that I don’t know or have anyone to marry.
I know more girls across India than any average guy you pick in a crowd in this country.
Just that, their life is different from mine.
Similarly, I can’t marry a girl whom Saibaba doesn’t want me to.
For years, Saibaba has guided me personally.
Saibaba has been holding my palm and carefully taken me in this journey of life.
Saibaba of Shirdi has literally hugged me and asked me to tolerate.
Sai speaks to me!
He tells me because I ask.
He speaks to me because I listen
Its the same for every single Sai devotee listening to this.
You may not be able to marry the one whom you love
But give some time to Saibaba.
He will find the one who’s truly right for you.
Please don’t ask me for Pooja to get your love back.
I am fed up with such mails I get through StarSai.com
Instead, Focus on something that will divert your mind.
Read Sai Satcharita and read it once again.
Not because you will be blessed with the one you love but because
you can survive without the one whom you truly loved.
Listen to Sai’s Aarti.
Not because you will find true love sooner
but because..
You can tolerate the questions raised by the citizens of this “Marriage Nation”
You can survive.
You have to.
Now promise me that you won’t be depressed.
Promise me that you will try all you can to make yourself happy.
You can survive..
Sai Hai na
I like this song by Céline Dion
Love come’s to those who believe and that’s the way it is…
How true?
You must believe.
You must believe that Saibaba will surely bless you with a better love and better life.
When you trust Shirdi Saibaba with so much love, you will surely experience Sai.
Now Venkat wants you to smile
Because I am smiling.
I am surviving in a small city of India.
Sai has helped me survive all these years with several excuses in this beautiful “Marriage Nation”
Coming up is a song which will hook you for life time
Because when you are going through pain of love
You never know what’s happening around
Your life..Your beautiful life is getting wasted.
I wont’ let that happen
Because I want everyone to be happy
You may or may not be a Sai devotee
but I know your pain and hence I want to heal you..
Because Sai has taught me that
“Words can heal”…
Now listen….
Waqt bhi thehara hai
Kaise kyun ye huaa
Kaash tu aise aaye
Jaise koi duaa
Tu rooh ki raahat hai
Tu meri ibaadat hai
Apne karam ki kar adaayein
Kar de idhar bhi tu nigaahein
Sun raha hai naa tu
Ro raha hoon main
Sun raha hai naa tu
Kyun ro raha hun main
Even time has stopped
Why and how has this happened
I wish you’d come as a prayer is accepted
You are the solace of my soul
You are my prayer
Do your gracious deeds
Sometimes, take a look here too…
Are you listening?
I’m crying
You are listening right?
Why am I crying?
You liked it…
Now be happy
and be cheerful
Because
Saibaba too will come to those who believe.
You must believe that Sai is listening to you.
Saibaba is really listening to you.
He will bless you with a beautiful life.
Life is to live.
Let’s rock!
Let’s make this “Marriage Nation” listen to our story.
Write to me if you love what I spoke to heal you.
This is Venkat for StarSai.com
I am made for Sai and I live for Sai!
Sai bless you with a happy married life.
I really enjoyed working on this video. I am not sure how long it will be available on Youtube though. Let’s see. I just wanted to make sure anyone who writes me with problems in relationship issues listen to this so that they will feel that Sai baba cares for them. I am just an instrument as a servant of Sai.
It’s Sai who truly loves you immensely.
Sai cares for you.
Be happy.
You will will be blessed with a beautiful life ahead…
You too can share your love story to the citizens of this beautiful “Marriage Nation”
Venkat
