Sairam friends,
I used to doubt if I really know Sai and about his way of life. I honestly don’t know him irrespective of years of devotion and belief on Saibaba. Wish I remember Sai day and night and try to understand him better.
Just that, as we get busy with few work or speak to others, we naturally, get into the wordily life and forget Sai.
I am not pure and probably that’s why I haven’t got this realization. Purity includes being courageus no matter what happens in life. Saibaba has helped and protected me from various problems.
Even for the few difficulties, I had to face, I am worrying too much and not taking it light.
Last night, I realized that I should remember Sai in the way he lived as a poor fakir in Shirdi and be more silent.
Thankfully, I learnt to be calm and silent tolerating whatever is happening at work. I enjoy digital marketing and they did not let me do it at work. So doing some personal projects and keep watching how Google ranks my site. He he..
Its like an addiction though. Keep on analyzing how I rank and what elements makes it rank.
I also divert myself doing some photography and editing.
When things are very depressing, try to divert your mind doing something you love.
If possible do a imagination as if you actually meet Saibaba and speak to him. Later, stand outside Dwarakamai and watch whatever is happening there all through the day.
Walk with Sai to the outskirts of Shirdi.
Mind is like a monkey. It keeps thinking something. So better make it think about Sai. Sai is mesmerisizing. The more you learn about him, the more you get hooked by him.
I am going now.
Tata
Venkat
