Sairam friends,
I have been working on some of my projects and wanted to make it successful. Now a days, I am getting more insecure at work,. Everything is fine. I keep speaking, making fun at times and my work is OK most of the days but I don’t have specific skills that will help me grow. I neither took any efforts to do Phd as my Father desires. I am simply dreaming that I will do well in my project online.
The girl near me told that I must do something offline if I really wish to grow but I told her, I really don’t have any idea to do stuff offline. I have spent all my most of my time on the web and wonder what Sai plans for me?
We all have a goals and dreams in life and when it comes to me, what ever I dream has never come true. Sai alone knows what’s good for me. I have spent a lot for my Sai sites and other projects over the past few month and really don’t have any idea what’s next in my life. Its hard to work after coming back from work. Yesterday, I wrote some content and felt too sleepy. So hugged Sai Satcharitra and slept off. I din’t know if I got any dreams also.
Anyway, I had been to Saibaba temple last evening. Somehow I felt like praying for a girl to be blessed with safe pregnancy as I met her while starting to temple. Thank God, now a days, I get very few mails from women praying for Child birth. I must have replied hundreds of mails like this and now a days really get bored of it.
If you want Sai’s blessing for child. Be calm. You will be a mother. Don’t get upset. I had a friend who waited 8 years for a child and She never complained as far as I know. Once, Sai showed me a dream as if I go to her home to see her new born child. By next year, She gave birth to a baby girl. Just that I never went to her home.
Now its getting late for me friends.
Please pray Sai to guide me properly. This morning wrote an Article about a London based Artist and felt I don’t know what to write in StarSai. So simply sharing few thoughts with you.
We all have lots of dreams about career and what we wish to do to earn a living but only Sai knows what’s right for us. Please don’t hurry in taking career decisions. That’s the moral of this story..he he…
Love,
Venkat
