Offering my body and mind to Sai

Sairam friends,

My Father is worried about me these days. So he often asks me to do stuff and sometimes, he also asks me to wake up early in the morning as its good for me.

Today is auspicious day as its Lakshmi Narasimhar Jayanthi. So my Father woke me up at 5 AM. I took bath and did abishekam for Sai, Dattatreya, Saraswati, Ganesha, Mahalaksmi and the little Shiv Ling and Annapurna in my pooja place.

My Dad kept a Lakshmi Narasimha photo in our book shelf as asked me to offer garland to him and offer a Banana.

Then, I wanted to work on my projects. My Mom asked me to sleep and hence I slept off thinking about Sai. I got the following dream.

It was as if my mind is wavering and our house is very unclean. Its like disorganized. Then, I see my Mom being too old. She tells me Sai saved you from being mentally ill. (I often get such dreams which makes me desire to do something for people who are mentally ill and depressed).

Then, I see myself meeting with a minor accident and I am in Madras. I like the old name better. I hear someone saying a politician saved him by taking him to hospital. Infact, credit has to be given to ambulance driver.

(From the days I was in U.S, I told Baba that I don’t like selfish politicians in India and wish to settle down in U.S. Sai blessed me with dreams saying things will be better in years to come)

That’s it.

I woke up and realized Sai wants me to offer my body and mind in his holy feet. I don’t want to think stuff and go behind anything or anyone.

I should focus on Sai, my work and what I good I can do for others.

Its easy to call us as Sai devotee but only when Saibaba asks you to offer your desire in his holy feet, you will realize the real power of Saibaba.

I wish to chant holy name of Sai all this day in mind.

In the new company these guys are having a Tech talk regularly. In past company, there was a tech team for name sake and I have never seen them organizing such events. Atleast, not every week.

This makes me wonder something was completely wrong there. I still like the old place though. I am missing the days I spent there but I see some good guys in new job too.

Life goes on!