Sairam friends,
I wonder why Saibaba asks me to do project focusing India? I don’t have time for it and in India its hard to build a brand. Sometime back, I made a technology blog for global market. One of my Tweet was liked by Co-founder of Skype. I was truly excited all the day about it. Something like this to happen in India market is hard. But I keep getting a message from Sai to focus on India. Really don’t have time for it. Already my parents ask why I am sitting in Computer until 1 0 clock regularly.
Last night, I lit lamp after writing previous article. Then, I sat infront of Saibaba for few minutes and spoke to him. I asked him to guide me in dream regarding an issue. I woke up around 5 A.M and was really shocked “Baba..what is this? No dream for the day?” he he..
I slept again thinking “Sai..Sai..Sai”.
Goddess Lakshmi – Photo used with courtesy
I had many long dreams. One of the dream was like this. I am in a flat and its windy. I see the whole neighborhood in danger of heavy rain and wind. Then, I see 2-3 girls standing in a stairs. A mam at work tells me that she went to near by temple of Goddess and gives me prasad. Its a North Indian temple of Ma. The prasad is kept inside a leaf and I taste little of it. I tell her that I don’t have sweets and will give to others.
After this, I had many other dreams but it was all strange. I can’t understand them.
You know when Saibaba lived sometimes Goddess of evil and misfortune will stand infront of Dwarakamai and wait to bring problems to his ardent devotees. Once, Baba asks a devotee to look and he gets scared of that evil Goddess. He tells, Baba don’t show me such faces and who’s she? Baba tells him, her name is “Mari Ayi”. She brings misfortune to people whom she catches. She asks for life of that devotee but Sai denies. She keeps asking I need his life. So Saibaba hits her and drives her away …he he..
When ever a devotee is in problem, Baba shouts in Dwarakamai. People used to wonder why Saibaba is shouting like this. After that he will calm down.
When you are into a problem, it pains for Sai. That’s how much he loves you.
Hey. May be, since Navratri is approaching Goddess blessed me in advance.
Anyway, I don’t know what Saibaba is going to do to me. I wish to be calm but I won’t be. I shall try but not promising. I also want to get a DSLR Camera and start doing photography. I am not going to speak to anyone at work today. Atleast no silly talk. Can I really behave like this because I became too talkative these days?
I am getting scared of life Saibaba. Please be with me. Make me good and humble. I am fed-up with myself.
Tata
Venkat
I am listening to Mahalakshmi Sahasranamam while writing this article. You can write to me to the mail ID in contact page
