Sairam friends,
I was sick the past 2 days and really felt very painful. Already I had pain in my back. I was too tired due to food poison and held my Mom’s palm with me.
I felt some pain in my palm. Since, I keep using mouse and typing, my lower palm got wounded and its swollen now. I saw this before few month but now its started to pain. It seems, I must use some soft tag in my palm while using computer. Its really strange how I got wound simply for resting the lower palm on surface while using computer.
When I am sick, I need all my dear one’s near me and so my parents never leave me. I din’t told about pain in hand because they won’t allow me to use computer always. I have lots of work planned. I was off to work yesterday, So I really get bored and wish to go out soon. I might go to Saibaba temple and rest sometime in Dwarakamai.
I had a dream as if all my friends go in a flight and they drop me down and am roaming in a very dangerous place. Then I had another dream in which I saw my cousin Pavithra and something I can’t reveal.
Since it means Pavithra means “Purity”, I realized Sai wants to tell me …
“Where ever there’s Purity, Sai and all the Goddess Parvathi, Mahalakshmi and Saraswathi lives there”.
So purity is Happiness.
I honestly believe I am not pure because I confuse so much for everything in life. I really don’t think justifying that am good and pure is right. I am going to try my best to remain pure and make Sai happy.
Sai Blessings
Venkat
Dear Venkat,
Sai Always test His devotees… though He give the pain.. but He has blessed with you to write for Him on this site. Not even a Leaf can move without His ACCORD… so He is there around you to protect you always !!
I will pray to Sai so that you get well soon.
Sairam
what u said is true and by seeing this i found an answer to my question….
be pure stay calm still baba gives you the answer….
thank u venkat ji for sharing ur experiences
Sai baba is there with u.. Dont worry.. U wil be fine soon.. I prayed baba for u..