Sairam friends,
I din’t got any dream this morning but I started analyzing what I have been doing all these years. There are few decisions we make in life based on our desire. I certainly had no idea that none of my desire is going to come true. I assumed, Sai is there and my life is going to be good.
Now, that Sai guides so much through dreams, I wonder why he din’t do it several years back. May be, Sai tested me through various experiences. Having said that, does Sai Baba test a devotee? Probably, its my fate. My karmic bond which made me go through few ups and downs in life.
There are few wrong conception about Saibaba. People assume he’s supposed to fulfill all their desires. That’s not his way. At times, he lets your fate take the tool in your life. He wants you to go through experiences that can mould you as a better person.
I was someone worse than this 10 years back. Ten years from now, I wish to be better human than what I am today.
I might regret what ever I have been doing today. So if you expect Saibaba to fulfill all your wishes and keep you happy, you will never be a better person.
I am thankful for all that I have gone through in the past for it made me more kind, more pure and more human.
Have you seen people who’s life has been smooth with no glitches any where in their education, career or personal life?
They can only worship Saibaba. They could never understand him because they are too busy with their life.
Sai Baba is for people who faced difficulties one after another in every aspect of their life. Sai is for people who don’t know to take the right decision.
If you keep your mind pure and work sincerely, Sai will take in in the path he wants you to walk.
Sai Baba is for those who lost their path in life.
You won’t know value of your Mom when She’s there..
Last evening Geetanjali didi send a Hindi Shayari on Mother. I was listening to it and couldn’t understand few words. So asked my friend to translate it for me.
It goes like this..
There was a forest inside which under a huge tree, a Man was playing Music in a intrument like Mrudang. You know, these musical instruments are made of Sheep’s skin?
Once, he noticed a lamb – A baby sheep, stood near him and watched him play music in the mrudang. Every single day, as he starts to play the musical instrument, the baby Sheep would come to the place and listen to it as if its mersmerized by the sound.
One day, the man asked the little lamb,
“Why did you come here to listen my Music everyday? What impresses you more? Is it the beats or the swar or is it the song which I am playing?
The little lamb replied
“The musical instrument you are playing is made with my Mother’s skin. (Sheep). When ever I hear a sound from my my Mom’s skin, I could hear my Mom’s voice through that”
The man was touched.
Such is the value of Mom. If She’s with you, you won’t know her value.
Attimes, I argue a lot with my Mom but later I feel bad of myself.
Yesturday, I asked leave for a month to go to the U.S to a senior. They also asked me to deal carefully as a Ginger eating monkey will show off that it can’t be done. I get irritated during such times. I got an offer from another company in Coimbatore but I don’t want to go for it because Sai has always asked me to be calm in the same place. I just don’t know the reason.
May Saibaba show you the right path in your life.
Sai blessings
Venkat
