Sairam friends,
Yesterday morning, My Ma told me that she had a dream like this. Its like she was in tears and praying for me. The Goddess appeared like a auspicious women wearing a violet color saree and told her not to worry and soon something good will happen. Then she continued on Ammavasya day….By this time, My father had come and called us. So Ma woke up and later told us this dream.
I laughed because when ever I also get dream in early morning, my Father will wake me up and I won’t be able to completely understand what’s being told in the dream. May be Sai don’t wanted to show it completely. I asked my Father why he alone don’t get any such dreams?
My Mom also said, the Women like Goddess told her that we must worship Lord Kal Bhairav.
Anyway, Something that I kept telling to Saibaba these days is that irrespective of my devotion on all Gods and Goddess, only Sai has to decided my life. I came to my room, Looked at Saibaba and told him “Please you guide my parents because I am yours and you know what’s good for me”.
Mom said the voilet Saree was like the one Goddess Thaiyal Nayagi Amman was wearing when they celebrated some festival last week offering Bangles to the Goddess. My Mom also gave some auspicious things to her friends. Anyway, I took a photo of Goddess when she was in White saree.
Goddess Parvathi with Bangles offering
I was little upset because the past 3 days, I could not go to Nagasai Mandhir. I at least make sure that I go on Wednesday.
I came home and after many days, saw a movie.
The move made me realize how Marriages across the globe has a close connection with one’s status and when I relate it to arranged marriages happening in India, I can only feel its like a trade. Honestly, I wonder how we could find true love in this trade of Status and scenery.
The reason I wish to marry someone through Sai is because I don’t like to be part of this trade. Its really scary to think about how far we have degraded ourselves with such match making culture.
I slept off hugging Sai Satcharitra and was blessed with a very divine dream.
I saw myself in a very dense jungle temple. I go inside the temple with one of my friend. I see myself inside the Garbagraha of the temple. I realize I am near Goddess Matangi. She was dark and truly divine. Someone has written his story over a photo and I felt its better not to read it.
I bow to Goddess Matangi and walk out of the temple. I tell my friend, there’s a very beautiful Mantra of Goddess Matangi called “Shyamala Dandakam” . Click below link for Shyamala Dandakam
Shyamala Dandakam by Maha Kavi Kalidasa
I tell my friend, the sloka is very divine and sacred in praise of Goddess Matangi.
That’s it.
I woke up. It was 5. 30 in the morning. I lit lamp infront of Sai and Goddess.
I am going office now friends. I just can tell you one thing. When ever you read Sai Satcharitra, Sai also stirs your devotion on other Gods and Goddess. Many days, I forgot Matangi and now again Sai blessed me with a dream of Goddess Matangi in Jungle.
Sai ki jai
Venkat
Sairam,
How blessed to get dreams about gods coz its highly unlikely one would get dream about Gods once in a week or month coz mind always think of our sufferings and the subconscious mind paints the same in different magnitude as our dreams. So one should be grateful to God for His Holy presence in our dreams.
Thanks
Sai ram U r blessed to hv such dreams. I m dieing to see baba in dreams bt very rarely he comes in my dreams. It’s been a long time I hv nt seen him .I hope he will give me darshan soon. Maybe I Dnt luv him the way u do or maybe my past deeds dsnt allow me to b with hm..lucky one u r.
Ancestors worship is also a ritual for clearance of incomplete obligations in Sai worship.Baba’s Blessings.Shri Sainathayanamaha.