Sairam friends,
In the recent past, I have been sitting in front of my computer for long even during week ends. I don’t know Saibaba wants me to work or my new project or not but its not happening the way I expected it. May be, Sai wants me to stick to StarSai. I am trying to see if I can do more. Lets see.
Couple of weeks back, I was scared to see my leg swollen but it wasn’t paining much. Yesterday, At work place, I suddenly got pain by evening. I came home as we have to arrange the Gods and Goddess Statues at home for Navratri. While arranging the statues, I felt dizzy but did not tell my parents. I felt am going to fall down any time. Somehow, I kept ordering my Ma to give me something to drink and we all together completed the work. It was so divine to see all the Gods.
In between, there were so many discussions. We forgot how the statues were supposed to be arranged. I played the song ” Aum Sai Mangalam” on youtube as It makes me remember Shirdi. When ever I took a God out of the cloth in the box, I tell them, OK..You are here..Jai Hanuman…and if its Ram, I say “Jai Sri Ram” and I kept a little boy near the Shirdi Saibaba statue and told my parents ‘This boy is clown like me”
I love the Aadi Para Shakti statue which we keep on top as she’s graceful. Then, I kept searching for the little statue of Gayathri and my Mom said “I kept it so close to other Goddess that we could not see her”.
Then, I took her and kept in a place where she would feel comfortable.
I shall show you all Navratri photos when I take…
At night, I slept off remembering Saibaba and told him “Please bless me with good health because it pains a lot”.
I had a dream like this.
I see myself and my parents in a very huge house of a Doctor who’s one of our relative. He’s very kind. I don’t remember what we actually do in his house. Then, I see my Mom taking me back home in a scooter..he he.. After this, I see some one singing in praise of a Saint. I also saw some reminiscences of my film making days.
That’s it.
I woke up late at 7 A.M and tried to remember the dream and wondered why I saw the Doctor. Then, I realized, Since I prayed Saibaba to heal me, Sai has taken me to Doctor’s place in dream itself. This is not the first time its happening to me. Sai takes me few places when I go asleep and I understand it with few hints”.
I am little scared of this pain. I wish to get over it by Sai grace. I get really bored to go to meet any Doctor though I might if pain increases. I don’t want my parents to be sad thinking about it too. I believe Saibaba has already healed me.
I am running out of time Saibaba…..35…What I do to myself, my family and Humanity in the next 5 years matters most. Please bless me with good health and good buddhi so that I really contribute. I want to leave something to the world before I die. There’s always some good thing to do. May be Sai did not show me what’s right for me to do.
OK friends.
Sai blessings
Venkat
Note – Going to Doctor is very important if you are sick. Kindly do not take my experiences to take wrong decisions. Sai at times also guides one to go to the right physician.
bless my dad and mom with good health baba please.