Sairam friends,
Yesturday, I read several articles and forums on why people do Phd and how it has helped them? I remained in office until 9.30 at night as I don’t wanna go to near by Saibaba temple after rain. I am worried as I found convinient online Doctorate in Business Administration course offered by a reputed insitute but its too expensive for me to go for it. I also have to write my IELTS. So no chance for this year.
Strangely, Whenever Sai shows me dream to do Phd, he also shows the college where I did my grad in Visual Communication. So I enquired there with no response. Seems I have to go there and ask for guidance.
Last night, after I reached home, I spoke to my Mom just 5 minutes, came to my room and started wondering what really Saibaba wants me to do?
I analyzed some stuff I am supposed to learn if my Phd is going to be in Management. While I was at office, I went to my friend and told him I don’t think I will be able to learn some research methodologies that easily. He replied that “You thought that its easy?”
I honestly forgot little I learned during MBA.
Sai denied to do Phd when I had all the convinience in 2013
In 2013, we had been to one of our family friend’s home. This Uncle’s brother was the Vice Chancellor of a reputed University. He gave me contacts of his P.A and asked me to reach him as I will easily can start doing my Ph.d. I was really happy because that was the right time to start.
Sai showed me a dream not to follow wrong path and never to call this man.
Gradually, I also lost interest and forgot it.
Suddenly from 2015 onwards, Sai is again showing me dream saying “Your life will be good if you do Phd”
This year, I already had 2 dreams related to it.
Well. I can’t question Sai why he stopped me when I had all the chance to begin my Phd and why later he’s asking me to consider?
I laid down near Sai statue in my room, switched on my mobile light and spoke to Sai.
I told him
“Sai, there’s no logic in some dreams you show. You asked me to do Phd after I wasted all the years. You showed a dream of a girl at work when I don’t even know her. I can’t understand how to proceed now”
Later, I hugged Sai book and slept off.
Basically, I was wondering if I would really enjoy DBA or Phd in Management? If I can’t enjoy what I am learning, there’s no point in spending time for it. So I asked Sai for guidance.
I saw several dreams.
In the first dream, I saw couples in their late 30’s are in our home. I am asking them on what should I do Phd? Later, I myself answer on a subject. I also ask about the Thesis.
(I am not revealing on what subject I was hinted to do Phd because its related to Vis Comm and not Management. I have to analyze why Sai said this?)
That’s it.
In the second dream, I saw myself in Nungambakkam highroad in Chennai. I used to go with this German girl, Stephanie regularly to a Coffee Shop in Ispahani Centre. I felt really pained remembering the past as I love this place near MOP Vaishnav College. German Cultural Centre was earlier situated in a very beautiful building. In 2013, they changed the building.
I felt nostalgic.
The confusion here was why should Sai stop me from doing Phd in 2013 and why he keeps asking me to take it seriously from 2015-16 onwards? Why should Sai show some girl to whom I am a complete stranger in dream several times? I just respect this girl for I assume according to Sai, i am indebted to her. All I need is a message from Sai to quit thinking of this girl and expecting an answer. I will be happy.
Now, I am a bit scared because if Sai is telling me such illogical stuff, there should be lots of changes in my Career and personal life and I am not ready for it. Hope the transformation happens smoothly.
The message you should from this article is simple.
Don’t waste your time and worry later like me.
Keep learning, work sincerely and be dedicated in what ever you aspire to do.
Sai will always be with you.
Om Sai Ram
Venkat
