Sairam friends,
This morning, I had a dream as if I do some editing work. Couple of days back, I saw an editing software in dream. I could clearly see the interface. My desktop isn’t 64 bit and hence I must buy a new one to install an editing software. Can’t afford it as of now. May be Baba wants me to be prepared to do editing at home. I also wanted to shoot for a promo film at work which I keep delaying for some reason.
Anyway, I woke up at 5 A.M today as I wanna pick up my aunt from Railway station as she’s coming for one of my cousins wedding. I clearly remembered the dream I had but as soon as the alarm rang, I suddenly forgot the dream. I opened a Sai book I was hugging in my chest. It came to a page where it describes a devotee has habit of writing his dreams as soon as he woke up.
I too have this habit of writing the dream but I do it on cloud..he he..
When ever I experience event related to the dream, I immediately search for a keyword and read the dream I had along with the date. You won’t believe I have this Sai dream big data stored for over 4-5 years.
At work, I have few close friends to whom I used to share the dreams I have. Especially, the dream I had related to this was most confusing and it really bothered me a lot. I lost all my peace of mind in the past 5 month. So occasionally, I share this to couple of my close friends who have also tried to interpret my dream. Surprisingly, they have guided me understand the dream better.
As days pass on. I stopped telling them any dreams I get since they laugh at me casually and say this “We all get dreams about the things we remember before sleeping. So whats in your subconcious mind appears as dream”.
Agreed. That’s for people who get dreams. I am not “You”. I belong to Sai and Saibaba been guiding me and many of his devotees through dreams even during his lifetime in Shirdi. Its not wonder Sai communicates to me through dreams.
Many of you think that I am lucky to get such messages in dream from Sai. Its not something to be very happy about. When Saibaba tells me something in dream and reality is different, I just can shed tears to Baba asking him what to do now?
I am stuck up in life for first time just because I wanted to obey my Guru’s words. I simply blink wondering why all this happened and why in this period in my life after so many years. I am deeply hurt and confused Sai.
Having said that, Last night I went to Saibaba temple to offer garland on terrace. I told Baba, please give me some clarification and had tears in my eyes. I really wish to move on with my life Sai. Please show me some dream. I came down to distribute prasad in Dwarkamai.
A regular devotee came near me and said a lyrics of a spiritual song in Tamil. I was totally surprised and asked him when will it happen? He said “Baba won’t tell ordinary people like me. Sai only tells all timings to people with wisdom like you”
I was totally surprised by his words because I was complaining Sai that he gave me a time to wait.
Anyway. I just want this girl to be happy. She rides so fast as if she’s going to send rocket from her home. I messaged one of my friend that its not nice to ride vehicle this fast. I get really irritated when people don’t drive responsibly. Sai is there to protect you but you too must be responsible. Sai must beat her with his satka.
The message is simple. Don’t share your dreams to people who are too smart and practical. I have no desire on this girl or any girl for that matter but I have desire to prove my Sai’s words. I will giveup my life but won’t go without proving what my Sai did to me. No one can understand me. This is a relationship I have with Baba for several births.
Anyway…I wonder why some people see my white hairs on my head and ask about it?
I am getting old and I have some work finally to bring some satisfaction to me.
OfficeExperience.in is keeping me awake all night
You must be awake for some dreams to come true
Love,
Venkat
