Sai is my hope

Sairam friends,

Apologies was not writing regularly on StarSai. I don’t know what to write about. Actually, until I met my Sister, I thought She’s happily living in the U.S and never worried about her. Now that I saw her responsibilities and kind of hard work she does, I am always remembering her. My Sister got back to her work but I am still emotionally living in her home and her family. I also can’t ignore my old parents and hence I have to accept my life in India.

As soon as I joined for work, I decided that I don’t wanna be in the same team. I am getting rusted and nothing much is being done. So I asked for growth. Eventually, one of this guy shouted at me and yelled at me. Well, I initially felt insulted but later I felt I can’t be spending time for such low lives. One must learn how to adopt a decent corporate culture and if they don’t, we just should keep away from them. I still respect everyone I have to come across on day to day basis. We can’t hate anyone for their behavior. We simply should mind our own business.

I hope to see a change in the days to come. I am worried how the meeting is going to go. All I need is growth and I have honestly been calm for years. Now, its time to move on.

Secondly, I am not preparing myself for a better future. I can’t be sitting and doing some odd job and going back home. I saw how my Sister works and realized its better to have a focus on what I like to do and contribute better to the place I work for. Secondly, I finally have some contacts by Sai grace to begin my Phd. My Sister made it clear that if I plan to move to the U.S, I must come qualified. My MBA is nothing in the U.S and I have to work hard for a better life. She wants me to be successful where ever I am.

I am basically OK at work. I might loose my job or I might get what I desire.

And if I get, I am not sure how I am going to perform. I am certainly worried about my career.

I wish everyone reading this are blessed with a good job or growth in their career. You should have patience but when its time to speak up, better do it for Sai will always be behind you. If you believe something isn’t right, speak it out or write about it.

I took a risk because few years from now, I shouldn’t worry that I did not learn much at work.

Sai is my hope.

Keep experiencing Sai’s grace by trusting your skills and knowledge.

Sai is your hope too.

Venkat