Sairam friends,
I am not all perfect and pure. Sai knows me very well. Irrespective of all this, Sai has been helping me a lot. Externally, it looks like I am a looser.
I could be but I am honestly happy for having Sai as my Guru. He works every moment to show me the right path.
I got annoyed when people question me about my life. It hurts me to core. You people don’t know how Sai works. So you can’t understand why I am like this?
Infact, I don’t even meet any girls if Sai doesn’t give me a hint that I should meet them. I have been very clear about it because I suffered a lot in my past. Thankfully, I have quite a number of Sai friends who see me as a brother in real sense.
And there are few I keep away from especially since I don’t want to get distracted. I wait and only think of what Sai told me in dream and work for it.
I understand why many of you should worry since your life isn’t happening as you desire. Be happy for you have a pure Guru. Sai is all forgiving.
I do 1000 mistakes and still Sai forgives me.
Sai takes care of my Ma and Pa.
All Saibaba expects is little bit of patience and 100% purity in your thoughts and deeds.
I love him. I love Sai and his words.
I keep waiting for his words to come true.
Yesturday, I took my parents for a wedding and my Mom bought a phone which isn’t good. I shouted at her asking her to bring the new mobile I got for her. She asked me not to shout and that’s when I realized I am taking too much rights and shouting at people whom I consider are dear to me.
I should be calm and composed. I am still not behaving properly. There’s more to change in me than to expect from Sai.
I am getting late for work
Tata
Venkat
