Sairam friends,
This morning i went to shopping mall simply to look at people, stores and thinking about economy on the whole. Like how important is trade and business for growth of an individual, family,city and Nation. I liked walking through all the floors. Wana get into Book shop but controlled myself as i will eventually be tempted to buy some books.
I have a desire to create an shopping site and not doing it as it requires time to serve customers. May be Sai dint want me to do it as of now. I came home, offered snacks and food for crows. Then i had lunch and slept off. My parents went to Air force quarters in soolur to see my cousins new born Baby. She asked me to come but i told her i dont like such formality meetings.
Amma said, then who will come to help you in future. I dint say a word and ask her to go,give the cute toy she bought and come home. I woke up as my parents knocked the door. Amma made coffee and I thought that i never do any favours for Amma and she takes so much care of me.
Evening took me to Rathna Vinayakar and Annapurna. I offered rice bags lit lamp and came to Saibaba Temple. Am near Thulasi plant and writing in my mobile. Sai knows why i tell all this to you. Its just another day in life of am ordinary Indian. Sai devotees are attracted to miracles like sai did this, sai did that…Sai helped me ,Sai is great etc.
Yes Sai does his leela but are we making him too mechanical as an instrument to fulfill our desires. Sai is like us only. Sai is very simple. Sai is very soft and feeble. Many days weeks and even months will be spent with no such big Sai leela in many devotees life. Does that mean Sai is not with us. Sai is always with us. Sai doesnt have to do miracles and he is honestly a caring and affectionate Guru.
Accept Sai for the love he has on you and your family.Shej Aarti is going to get over and i shall go home and fix this alignment issue. Sai is beyond the sai leela we expect him to do. Sai is simple sweet and affectionate friend of mine. You decide whos sai for you…..
Venkat
