Sai, Is there something that I would love to do forever?

Sairam friends,

The last week end, I was working on my new site where I simply list few good tutorials from Youtube on various field of interest. There are lots of Tutorials for anyone who wants to be/who are in IT.  I also like to list few TED Talks which are truly inspiring. Once that’s done, I wish to interview few professionals about their work etc.

I really do not know if there’s a value in doing this. I stopped working on the site because I have done such a project every now and then. I will start to work on something. Then, I stop it as I loose interest in it. Then I start something new…he he….

My Idea is basically to help students and professionals take interest in learning something new everyday. Just spending 10 minutes to watch a good video or read some good article can help them.

I slept off remembering Sai telling him “May be you wanted me to work on StarSai and be happy with this.”

This morning, Sai showed a guy who was in our colony in dream.He’s my Mom’s friends son . I also hear the following words just before I woke up..

“What you have learned is a mere handful; What you haven’t learned is the size of the world”

NASA had a brochure which they used to give to visitors who come there and I was surprised as someone told me, one of the brochure had the above proverb along with the Author’s name whom we all in India think too old and traditional to speak about – “Avvaiyar”

I woke up and asked Baba, why on Earth you show this guy in dream? I associated with something else going on in my life, did some research and found there’s  a reason.

I do not know what Sai has in mind. I wanted to do a project that really helps people. I have done what I can in StarSai and will continue this for life time. I believe most of the problems in life emerges due to ignorance and knowledge will bring light to people and bless them with a better life.

Irrespective of all this happening, I am really upset with Sai for he just makes me start something. I think its Baba who wanted me to do it. I spend hours/days on it and get a doubt. Anyway, I wish to continue working on new site.

Lets see what happens.

I must do something that I love to do.

Sai Blessings,

Venkat