Sairam friends,
Yesturday was my Sister’s Daughter Katya’s birthday. I went to NagaSai Mandir to light lamp and pray for her. She has spoken to my parents. My Sister, her in-laws and Katya’s cousin’s have gone to Yellow Stone National park to celebrate her birthday. We were also supposed to be with them but since Visa interview date was too late, we couldn’t make it.
I reached home and was speaking to my Father. Later, I slept off. It must be around 4.30 when my Mom woke me up saying that my Dad is not well. He used to feel dizzy and faint once in a while. Usually, his eyes would go up and it will be very painful for us. This time, my Dad managed to drink a sip of water and also asked my Mom for sugar before he laid down again. I ran with bunch of Udi, gave him glucose and asked him to have udi. I kept pressing his head and legs for half an hour to bring him back to normal health.
After that he was fine.
I really don’t know how I am going to take my parents to the U.S and bring them safe to India. Visa interview will be in couple of weeks. By the time we book flight tickets, it will be already winter in my Sister’s place. Some of my friends think that I am happy that I am travelling to U.S. Honestly, its not an easy task as I have to take care of my parents. I am dependent on Sai Baba to make sure my parents have a safe and happy stay in my Sister’s home and travel back.
I can’t avoid this trip as my Sister and especially, Katya is eager to meet us.
I don’t have any mood to work in office for the past one month as keep thinking about my trip to meet my Sister. Thankfully, I don’t have much work too. I am simply roaming here and there. Yesturday, they had changed the office building and I like the current place because I have a window near me. Seems, they would move us to another place in a weeks time where it was too dark. Other wise, thankfully, they had orange and yellow colors in most of the floor which was vibrant. I went and spoke to everyone I know simply to ask if they like the place.
Some people kept asking if I did not do photography?
These days, I don’t like taking photos as I feel that I am disturbing everyone. I do it only when I really need some pictures or footage to edit.
I also feel bad for torchuring Sai devotees speaking on mobile and making videos. I wonder how many of you are annoyed about it. he he.
Anyway, if I am able to write an article this morning, its because Baba saved my Dad.
Sometimes, I wish to remain in the U.S forever finding a job but seems that’s not what Saibaba has planned. I am happy as it is in India. A small job. Ordinay life. I am OK with this. My parents only love our home in India. I just don’t like few issues in governance but there are 1.3 billion people here coping up with all the uncertainties . Is there a better country to live?
Om Sai Ram
Venkat
