Sairam friends,
My parents feel that once again I am not focussing on my work and simply running around with my Camera. I use it for my office work too. But then, they feel I am gradually getting into my own interest once again. My friends at work requested me to do video and I worked on it until 4 A.M last night.
Fortunately, now a days, video plays an important role for any organization or business and it helps me get back to my passion. I gave up my love for filmmaking for several years because I accepted the life Sai gave me. Seems some people must learn to be content with what they have.
I will never be a filmmaker.
I was happy making some videos for Sai.
Gradually, I wish to stop everything if that’s what my parents desire.
I am really depressed today.
There’s no meaning to my life.
If you love to do something, focus on that when you are really young. Years flys on so easily and suddenly you won’t have anyone to encourage you. You just have to live for others and accept life as it is. I keep telling everyone even at my work to keep following their passion and learn a lot when they are starting their career because atleast these guys and girls must get what I lost in my life.
I say this to everyone who comes to StarSai
Don’t be a failure like me
Venkat
Sairam Venkatji,
A person who is blessed by Shri Sai Babaji himself cannot be a failure. He is an inspiration for one and all. We all live ordinary lives but you are chosen by Babaji to spread peace and love in his name without expecting anything…only a noble spirit will have such divine interventions. Nobody has a perfect life in this world. But ones blessed by Babaji are lucky to be guided by Him. I am no one to teach you…. I just think you are a great person.
Thanks