Sairam friends,
There’s this problem being someone who tells people to trust Sai. I have one good principle. I never ask anyone who don’t believe in Sai to follow him. I never ask someone who followed Sai and who doesn’t like Sai any longer to trust him.
If someone says “I don’t think Sai is doing anything to me and I don’t wanna believe in anylonger”
my reply will be simple.
Fine. Don’t trust him. But why are you telling me?
You think I have an answer? I certainly don’t have answer for my own problems because I am as ordinary as you.
I also go through the same worries and frustration like anyone else.
Why do I trust Sai?
Well, Its about the relationship that exists between a Guru and his servant. I consider Sai as a friend, Guru and a companion for lifetime.
Sai doesn’t have to do miracles to be my friend.
Do you want your friend to always favour you to actually be your friend?
so see Sai as a poor fakir who is also tied to the law of nature and karma.
If you are not getting something, its just that its not for you as of now or forever. You have to accept it and stay strong.
Saibaba hurts me also by sitting silent. There are other ways Sai shows his presence in my life. Sai is doing the same with you. Sai is showing his presence in your life but may be, you were not in a mindset to feel him.
So giveup any thoughts of hatred on Sai and focus on how to make yourself more strong and powerful.
Focus on being yourself.
Sai will always do good to you and your family
I am depressed too these days. This is something I have lived with.Tell me when I am not depressed? May be, I don’t know about people suffering from chronic depression. I am not in such a bad situation.
The truth is that I am normal. I am just worried that I lost the game in my life. Every game.
So its the same with most of you. May be, you want to see success easily in life.
Last night my Sister told me that she wants to move out of the U.S as its taking too long to get funding for her research. She desperately needs funding to continue her research which she’s passionate about.
I asked her to calm down and trust that she will get funding eventually. I told her to just enjoy the process and not to be upset why things are getting delayed.
I told my Sister
“Your grant is already there for you somewhere. You just did not receive it yet. Hence, you are thinking about alternatives. So enjoy the process until you achieve what you wanted to”
When I told this to my Mom she said my Sister knows very well how all the scientists has gone through struggles to reach their goal. Hence she should remain calm and take care of her health.
I also will never let my Sister leave the beautiful small town of Sioux falls and leave her family because Kats needs her mom with her. I told Saibaba to help my Sister in getting funding and let her research serve humanity in the years to come.
I often tell my Sister that I am missing the walk I take during the evening to the garden near my Sister’s home. Very few people will be there and it helped me make videos on Sai. In India, its hard to find a lonely place and hence I sit inside car if I wanna make any videos.
I also love the little pond just 5 minutes walk from her home. I miss the cycling I had with Kats.
If there’s some bad karma in our family, let that fall on me because I am used to failures. I know how to survive being a looser.
I want my Sister to be successful and happy. And I love Sioux falls as much as I love Coimbatore. Its a home away from home for me.
So I want Sai to help my Sister live there peacefully forever and do research that helps humanity.
I know Sai is working for my Sister. She just did not see that.
I firmly believe Sai is working for each and everyone of you. Learn to see that. Have patience!
Sai works. You just can’t see that
Note – The featured photo is taken in Bad lands during our vacation. My Sister knows I love cute animals. So we were searching for this strange animal called prairie dogs which lives in grasslands.
I walked far away from the car to photograph them. My Father was shouting not to go far as seems there are chances they might bite us. he he….
Venkat
