Sairam friends,
If you always remember Sai for several years, probably Sai takes hold on you. I assume that’s what has happened to me. I have not been that devoted to Sai but remember him. This remembrance by chanting Sai’s name or speaking to Sai in mind and imagining that I am with Sai has helped me to create a space in the walls of my heart where Sai lives permanently.
I should say this because even when I do a mistake, Sai warns me immidiately.
There are girls and guys getting into bad habits and take it casually. The problem is, they don’t know that they are inviting evil into their life unnecessarily.
When I do a mistake, Saibaba immidiately shows how evil gets into me.
When I say evil, it could be the following
1.A evil spirit which feels happy when it harms you
2.Your ancestors who are dead and like harming you.
3. Your bad karma in some birth that comes back to you for payback.
When a tragedy strucks in life, we assume that we have been good but we are struggling in life. Not really. We should also analyze if we our bad habits or any mistakes paved the way for it.
Few experiences Saibaba gives me must be kept as a secret or I prefer sharing with very close friends who also love Sai. This is because none would trust me even if I say. I don’t like to express something which people will doubt about.
I am not expecting you to be all that pure but have a check on your bad habits or little mistakes you do. Even hurting someone or being good to one and harsh to others is a bad nature. Try to make sure you never get involved in any bad karma.
Why should Saibaba show me these stuff? This helps me practically avoid doing any small mistakes too. Why shouln’t Saibaba give this experiences to everyone? Because this isn’t how the world works. You must think and control yourself. Sai will be with you if you can control and remain good. Its OK to be blind to what you can’t experience but you certainly know that if you do something that’s bad, you might have to payback someday.
You don’t even have to worship Saibaba. If you are good at heart, Sai will live in your heart.
Venkat
