Sairam friends,
I went to Saibaba temple and came back home. While trying to park the car inside my home, I did a mistake driving in hurry. I was too upset due to an issue and kept thinking about it while driving. I was actually happy as my friends had come from Mumbai but eventually I got embarrassed and depressed. Anyway, Sai did showed me a dream earlier that I do something worse and thankfully, he taught my mistake inside premises of my house. So we can say, Sai cannot avoid something from happening but he can avert us from huge danger and save our reputation.
I don’t focus on what I do since I worry a lot when people speak about few topics and I also become conscious that am not good at what I do.
I really feel painful as my Father has done all he can for me but I never did anything for him.
I met my friend who works for an Automobile company in Sai Baba temple. He told me it happens for everyone and not to worry about it. He said, I must also learn to manage if something happens on road and not get nervous about it. Thankfully, I did not hurt anyone and here after, I will be extra careful. I better don’t think a lot.
Sometimes, we learn things the hard way and it happened to me too soon in a safe place at my own home. My worst fear came to an end because Sai kept telling something is bound to happen. I was telling my Mom that I not being responsible for all my Father’s hard work. Ma asked me to stay positive and not to take it to heart.
I really don’t want to hurt anyone and hence planning to be calm for few days. Even for this small issue, my mind is wavering questioning why I lost sense when I am upset about few conversation about my life. It really humiliates me and Sai alone knew that I have only behaved based on his hints. Its one life and I can’t take decision unless Sai approves. I asked Saibaba to decide what’s good for me.
Though I am upset with Sai Baba, I am thankful to him for saving my reputation. Now, I don’t have to answer anyone. It’s between me, my parents and Sai and it can be fixed.
I believe Sai will protect if we also keep our mind clear.
Om Sai Ram
Venkat
