Saw a Beautiful, Glittering White Peacock in dream

Sairam friends,

There is no use in writing my dreams in StarSai. I feel more happy when I write something meaningful. The thing is, now few Sai devotees have mailed me their dream and requested me read and tell them what it could mean. I really din’t reply yet as I believe Saints blesses one with dream based on his or her own karmic bonds and deeds. I always like to listen to dreams of Sai Children but really dreams are one’s one divine experiences and one must simply believe “Sai is thinking about them”.

If the almighty thinks about you, You must realize your life will be good someday.

Anyway, Yesterday, I gave Udi and little Sai picture to someone I believe is a good soul and felt happy for it. You see, I never do it and at least not at work especially because I can’t ask someone if they come to starsai just by the dream Sai blessed me with. I saw her shedding two drops of tears and was worried may be something happened to anyone in her family but I could not give Udi as I don’t know her.I kept praying let everyone in her family be blessed Baba.( I will edit this info later as I like to keep few experiences within myself)

Later Sai made me realize she comes to StarSai. I kept asking baba, Should I give Udi or not as I don’t know her and don’t want to embarrass but finally gave as they must realize Sai and God really cares for them and their family.I have so many Sai Sister’s whom I have never seen and will never see for life time but this experience is very divine.

Be happy for little things Sai is doing for you. “Sai Leela” is not always big happenings or fulfillment of desires in life. Even little ways saints work is amazing and beyond human imagination.

I write this because we can’t easily understand Sai’s dreams and also must not totally believe in it.We simply have to be calm. I see everyone who comes to StarSai as my child but most of the time its good to keep away from these Children and simply pray for them. I can’t be a wall between Sai and his devotees. When Sai is present, where is the need of someone as ordinary as me.

I went to Shirdi Saibaba temple in my hometown last evening and all my friends shop said “Vaanga Thailava” ( Welcome…. ). I wonder why they call me that way but smiled as all 3 of them said same. Now a days I get more peace talking to ordinary people than people who show as if they are from big status stuff.

In the heart of ordinary people there’s more reality and innocence. Their expression of affection is clean as pure water. I came home and Parents said they got Adhar card ( India’s Citizen Card) and Appa showed me the receipt stuff and am supposed to take it on Saturday. Mom was having leg pain as she stood long in que so I pressed her legs and came to check mails.

I showed my Father about the Poor children of America…My father said why are American’s behind other countries when they have problems within theirs? . The president must solve the problem of his people first. I was really shocked few family are living in a Car or truck as their house for many months.

One good aspect of America is that people can surely grow in life if they study well and work hard. The policies are transparent and good enough to survive. I love India and also have respect for the United States and I hope its people live in peace.

Anyway, I had a very divine dream yesterday night.

The first dream was too scary…

I really don’t want to write about it friends.

I woke up, came to my room, Lit lamp and looked into Sai’s eyes. It was around 5.15 in the morning. I opened the Hanuman Purana book and read the chapter called “Thandhai Sol Mikka Mandhiram Illai” – Translating it could mean

“There’s no bigger Mantra than Father’s words”

I read few pages about a old servant called Kooni makes Kaikeyi feel that if Rama’s pattabishekam (coronation ceremony) is done, then Kousalya will get higher position and no one will respect her. The Kooni is a evil women jealous of Rama being the King. So she sows this bad seed of hatred against Kousalya in the mind of Kaikeyi. The Kooni asks Kaikeyi to do some plan to stop the Coronation ceremony of Rama.  I slept after reading only few pages…

What I learned from this chapter in Ramayana is that we must never believe in others words and develop hatred or vengeance. We all basically love everyone near and dear to us.

So be it your friends or relatives or someone who works with you, listen to everyone but be whom you are. Never hate someone based on others words and always never give up your Love.

I slept again and I know for sure, I will be blessed with a good dream. Just before I woke up, I had below dream

Saw a Beautiful, Glittering White Peacock in dream

I saw myself in a house Then I see a peacocks child coming into house and was exited n turn right. Am surprised to see a white peacock. Its so cute, small and very beautiful…its shining with some chamki over its feather

I use a shawl to close way for it to escape and ask another little girl to close its way using her gown but the peacock runs away and escapes.

I i shout to Amma ..ma bring me my mobile a peacock has come …she searches for her mean while i myself go inside to take it

that’s the dream

I woke up and wondered if there are really white peacocks?

I took this dream as blessing of Lord Murugan

Another beautiful White peacock photo

 

Ok friends

Today we are going out again..Printing work in the afternoon. I like printing technology a lot and wanted to create a Printing house of my own. One of those things I like to do in my lifetime. I like creating posters, little books and always wonder how authors write 300 pages of Book. You really need patience to do it.

I simply understood from these experiences that Sai is somehow helping me and trying to make my life good. I have to do more good deeds and inspire Sai children. Hope Sai shows me a way.

really late now

Tata

Love,

Venkat