12 years of Shradha and Saburi for a peaceful married life blessed by shirdi saibaba

Sairam friends,

This sai friend of mine shows a example of how we all get upset with sainath when the worst happens in life and how shirdi saibaba himself pulls us back to his dwarakamai. Sai sometimes remains calm even when painful incidents happen in life but only very few shirdi saibaba devotees can hold him tight and someday they can see how sai works.  This girl had to wait over 12 years with shradha and Saburi for a peaceful married life. May sainath bless and couples and do good to all who read this true story.

SAI Blessed me  against all Astrlologer’s  Prediction

Dear Venkatji ,

I really appreciate your wonderful contribution for  this site.I regularly visit this site and will be inspired by devotees experiences.We are all very lucky to post our experiences and get a chance to share with all.
I get tears into my eyes .I cant describe how our SAI will bless us if we completely surrender to HIM.
SAI came into my life when I was studying 10th class.HE blessed me to secure good percentage though I didn’t deserve for that.
There are many miracles in my life.Here is the one miracle which turned my life completely.
I would like to tell  all SAI devotees how sai miraculously blessed me against  all Astrologers’ prediction. It’s been almost 12 years of Journey of my life with insults, heart breakings, Rejections, Ignorance. Sometimes I was stubborn and didn’t listen to SAI and made myself miserable .Sorry , this blog becomes lengthy but I want to reveal  the odds I faced in my life and how SAI came to rescue me .

Getting married too early only to suffer :

I got married at the age of 19 years but it was lasted only for few months and we parted our ways .I went for higher studies and finally resulted in divorce.When I was supposed to get married to this guy I didn’t ask SAI to stop this if it is not HIS will.Probably my past karma prevented me from doing that.

Meanwhile one of my friends introduced me a guy. I told him clearly if he is Ok  with me as I was a divorcee ,we can go ahead. we developed a good rapport after one year he simply got married to other girl because his mother didn’t agree for our marriage (mine is a second marriage).I cried for one month  still I had strong belief in baba that may be this guy is not Baba’s will.

Due to my mother’s compulsion I had to agree to marry other guy. But I was so scared to marry him and SAI was showing all  bad signs. We didn’t understand that and we fixed a date for marriage.

Sai Baba comes in dream showing how much he cares :

Very next day morning in my dream Baba was scolding me not to come near to HIM but I was  pleading him how my life would be if I get married to this guy.Still I remember  baba’s  face it was so saaaad and consoling me “ I’m worried about you”,

with fear I asked  baba “ If I get  married again ,how my life would be , will it be lasted forever?”.

Baba answered me  again “ I’m worried about you”.

I woke up suddenly with fear and it took me sometime to realize the dream.I didn’t tell anything to my family.

It was a Thursday .we went to sai  temple  I just looked at baba he was smiling at  me. I prayed HIM to take  care of me and get married to this guy if it is HIS WISH. We came back home my brother said “let us call it off”. It was incredible and got shocked  to understand Baba’s leelas.My brother found out that guy was a cheat and what he told  all were lies. Koti Koti Pranamam to baba for saving me from this guy.

Baba started blessing me to boost up my career and  got into an MNC company with handsome salary.

I have  become  more strong and always chant sai’s  name.Due to the bad experiences  I wanted to stay away from guys.Without my knowledge I was getting attracted to my colleague but internally I knew that I didn’t deserve him as I was a divorcee. I thought that who will accept a divorcee girl.To my surprise that guy proposed me to get married. Instead of replying him I cried a lot about my situation as I felt that he would not accept me if he would come to know about my past and that to he was younger to me.I knew that it was not possible.Unexpectedly he accepted all these odds and was ready to get married.

He agreed to talk  to my mother and met my family twice.After a week he said that he cant marry me.My heart was broken and it reminded me of my dream where sai ‘s  worry about my married  life.I  determined myself that  I would remain single .Adding to that whoever Astrologer I met or through my friends  said  My marriage will  not be fruitful  secondtime also and I would be single rest of my life.

When we face disappointments we get angry with sai baba :

But this guy used to show so much of love and effection I was hoping that he would marry me.After that he has flown to USA still he was in touch with me over the phone.One fine day he suddenly called and apolozised me because he couldn’t marry me.I didn’t understand what happened to him suddenly .After few months he himself  told me that he started seeing other girl who was staying away from her husband as they didn’t have good terms. She proposed this guy before her marriage but he couldn’t marry her .My heart was broken so terribly and crying all the day. I resigned my job and planning to go to USA as my visa was already approved.My downfall started here.

I got  angry with SAI and blamed HIM for not preventing me from seeing this guy. I was so panic  at  any cost I strongly decided to marry this guy . I was searching for a way and thought that baba was not  helping me.I was not in my senses and not thinking of anything else except going mad about that guy and crazy to marry him at any cost.
That time my concentration was only on that guy nothing else. I blamed SAI for this situation and asking SAI why HE was not blessing me with that guy, how many times I should get  rejected by guys, what’s wrong with me?. SAI appeared to me blurred and indicated that I was blind and not in a position to understand HIM. At this stage, my aunt influenced me to turn to other religion .I ignored sai and jumped over to other  religion and started praying with selfishness.I was blind and coudnt understand SAI’s message that GOD is one

Back to USA struggling to earn a living :

I went to USA and led a horrible life without job and food.I used to cry a lot , so frustrated and panic.I was completely stayed away from SAI . I went through a terrible life which I have ever faced in my life. I had to come back to India with great insults and heart breaking.My borther was so annoyed with me as I was not with SAI and running blindly after that guy.Still I was so stubborn and tried to end my life as I couldn’t bear that  pain. At last that guy came to India and got married to her.Hearing that I shattered and went to deep depression.

I stopped talking  to all ,sitting idle and crying whole day.Eventually I was coming into my senses again .I started feeling myself bad that I creid for that guy and wasted  one year for him but he ended up marrying other girl.I got annoyed that just because of this guy I left  SAI and  put my life so miserable  myself.SAI gave me wonderful career but I didn’t  care that,  running mad about this guy.

My mother gave me SAI’s ring which I used to wear before. I started realizing How SAI blessed me and miracles and felt bad that I cheated and blamed SAI for my own mistake.My pain aggrevated and crying again for SAI just  scared to go back to SAI whether SAI would accept me.

Sai comes again in dream to make me strong :

That night I had a dream in that I was passing by a street where I happened  to  see Sai temple but I had a fear that Baba is in angry with me but I bent  my head slightly into the temple there SAI Father was welcoming with smile. With Joy I stepped into the temple there SAI ordered me to take coconut from Priest then I was telling SAI “ Baba I didn’t listen to you that  guy  married to other girl.It’s paining me Baba.” Baba with Motherly love was  consoling me “ Don’t worry . Leave it”.

I woke up and understood that Baba was not angry with me .I came back to my normal life like visiting Sai  temple and reciting  aarathis.It took me almost one year to come out of that depression and used to cry that why I made a such a big mistake by leaving Sai.Still I’m ashamed of myself for not showing gratitude towards SAI and running after that guy.BABA PL FORGIVE ME.

Later I asked SAI to be with me always still I thought that this is my Destiny so that I cant marry any guy in my life again. I came back to USA again in 2010.I sincerely started my Job searching but I had to wait for 3 months.SAI showed me how people behave if you don’t have money  and Job.

Blessed with Job and a Good soul mate by grace of Shirdi Saibaba :

Each and Every second I used to cry infront of Baba as it was hard to face that situation.After 3 months SAI blessed me with a job and so many miracles in my life again.I completely surrendered to SAI and I was at peace.

My Mother was really worried about my  marriage and fell sick.I told her that probably my past karma would not allow me to marry again so I remain single.But to make her feel happy I registered my profile online and met some guys for marriage.None of the attempts were succeeded.Finally I got an alliance through one of our family friends in USA. This guy is also a divorcee and that family assured us that this guy is such a nice guy so we don’t have to look back.I met that guy but internally I was reluctant to get married.3 months passed by and one fine day this guy agreed to marry me.

After so much of hesitation and  fear I asked SAI if it is HIS will for me. I knew that if it is not SAI’s will somehow the marriage will not happen.Finally I got married to this guy this year in February in USA.He is such a nice guy so lovable and caring.How can I show gratitude to Our Beloved SAI Father and for HIS motherly love on HIS devotees.

My relatives and friends show great respect to our family now as I got married to a well settled guy in USA .They are the people insulted my family many times as I was not getting married earlier.SAI blessed  me abundantly.KOTI KOTI PRANAMAM DEVA.
I’m writing this with full of tears how SAI made my life and blessed me with a wonderful husband.

Peaceful Married life after 12 years of pain :

SAI is showing many wonders in my life.My husband is also a SAI devotee and visit SAI’s temple.Whenever I visit SAI temple  I thank HIM for giving me married life.My first marriage happened at the age of 19 now I’m 33.It’s almost all 12 years of painful journey.

whenever I happened to see families or married couple my heart cried that I was so unlucky and would have to stay single.Many Astrologer’s scared me that I will not get married again.SAI led me through all struggles and blessed me with a husband.

I cant stop praising SAI . This is possible just because of SAI’s blessings.He recently rescued my husband from dangerous situation.Thanks a lot SAI.Many more miracles in next post.

SAI RAM.JAI SAI RAM.

Lavanya ( name changed for privacy reasons )