Sairam friends,
I feel much better these days. I already feel that I got some clarification in what ever I was going through. I have experienced a lot through Sai dreams and have been blessed to be with Sai. So I don’t mind even if I had to go through several difficulties due to what I did based on Sai dreams.
Shirdi Saibaba is a very different saint. For some devotees Sai works quick but for some, Sai takes time.
You need immense patience to be able to understand that Saibaba is really working for your welfare.
I have never been devoted to Baba the way some people recite Aarti regularly or do other such sadhana. All I have done is chanting in mind. I continuously remember Sai and sometimes, chant Sai’s holy name in mind. These days, even that has reduced. Irrespective of me forgetting Sai, Sai baba has always taken care of me.
There are several devotees who worry that its been months or years and Saibaba has not changed their life for good. Well, That’s the toughest part of Sai devotion. You have to give him time. You cannot cage him into a calender. I also get upset with Saibaba for the kind of time he takes to even bless me with some clarity in life. I have to adjust as that’s Sai’s own ways.
Yesturday, being Sunday, I was at work as I had to edit a Promo film. I also prefer to give shape to a film when none are around because people comment on the footage. I still need 45 seconds of footage and have to shoot today. Please pray Sai that we get earliest possible Visa interview date to go to the U.S. Hopefully, I also get Visa approved. Seems, the interview date itself might be during end of July.
Anyway, I just wish to say Sai takes time to work on your life but even when you face obstacles, Sai is silently working for you.
Be confident and Sai will do good
Om Sai Ram
Venkat
