Tell me what you desire most and I will tell you what I do in StarSai

Sairam friends,

All of you come to StarSai because you have a desire.

You desire someone.

You desire something.

It could be a good Career/Business.

A new relationship

A good wife/husband

A healthy child

A new home

Better Education. Good results?

A gadget or a Vehicle.

A New “something” or something New…

Happiness in present relationship.

A better Salary. Some more Cash.

A Big Bank Balance or probably the Whole Bank itself….Ha..Ha..

It can be given by Sai

Sai really will.

If you deserve it. Sai will give you.

Tell me what you desire most?

In the deepest walls of your heart, I know there’s an unfulfilled desire.

Can you close your eyes for few seconds and tell me whats it?

I know you.

I know you because I know Sai’s children.

I know what runs in your mind and I know what you doesn’t want to express to the world.

I know your desires

Because I am little servant of Sai

and I have been following you for 10 years now through StarSai.

Once again.

Close your eyes for few seconds.

Imagine its 1905 and Shirdi is a village. You reach Shirdi in a horse ride from Kopergoan and walk in the muddy street towards Dwarakamai.

Imagine that you see Sai sitting with all his glory in Dwarakamai.

Imagine that you run to Sai.

You are with Sai now.

Offer what you wish to offer in the holy feet of Sai.

It could be bunch of Roses.

or just a single leaf

It could be delicious sweet specially made for Sai

or just a piece of bread.

You can offer a million dollar.

or a Rupee or nothing.

There’s nothing so big you can offer to the Saint who rules the 3 worlds.

Offer yourself.

Yes.Offer yourself to Sai.

and not a part of you.

Because Sai wants you to give up your bad habits and thoughts. Offer them as your Guru Dakshina.

Sai wants your unwanted desires to be burnt. Offer them as your Guru Dakshina.

Give up all that makes you feel negative and all that you think is not good for you.

And then what remains with you is “Pure Devotion”

Sai loves you and Sai will fulfill your desire.

Tell me what you desire most?

Do you think Sai is not bothering you?

Now listen to my story.

I will tell you what I do in StarSai.

I simply write about my life and relate as much as I can with Sai.

I have been doing it from 2004.

I started receiving mails from You ( Sai devotees)

Initially you asked me to suggest some pooja so that you will be blessed.

I did that.

You wanted to join a good school/College and needed prayers.

I did that.

You were praying for good results

Sai blessed you.

You wrote me about your problems in relationship.

I mailed you and kept you strong internally. I asked you to hold on to Sai.

Then you found your soul mate, good married and felt happy.

You din’t tell this to me and thank God you at least believed Sai did it for you and Sai really works wonders.

Then after few years, You suddenly found something empty.

Now. You want a child.

You wrote me because you want someone to Speak and can’t understand Sai’s assurance from his silence.

So I told you, “You will be blessed with a child”.

When you gave birth to a child. You told the whole world that means a world to you

But you forgot me.

Because In happiness. You don’t need me.

Then few years passed..

Your parents got sick.

Now you mailed me and I am supposed to reply you.

Because you still don’t realize Sai can speak to you if you have heart to listen to him.

Then your parents got well.

And you are happy.

Few years passed….

Then you will mail me about your children’s education and their welfare…

In the past 10 years, Devotees come here, reads and …….

Come.Reads.Disappears.

From Jaipur to Jamaica.

From Fuji Island to China

From Australia to America.

From Kanyakumari to Kashmir

I have been writing to thousands of  Sai devotees and then the same thing happens…

You come. Read. Disappear in few month..

You get busy with your life.

I know you have your own problems and difficulties to face.

Now a Days, I don’t reply mails because I wanted to leave a legacy after I die.

Instead of replying you personally, I choose to write an article generally as it will help devotees facing similar situation in their life.

Even now, I at times write to Sai Children.

My Father worries about me.

My Mom says “You always sit in front of computer and spoil your health”.

I have spent years doing this to “You”.( Sai devotees)

Now.

I will tell you what I do in StarSai.

1. I make you feel there are people like me who pray Sai and hold on to Sai even when they face worst difficulties in life. Today while returning from work, my friend asked me “You believe in Baba so much. Your life is supposed to be good. Then why do you suffer?”

I can’t let down Sai. So I told him “I know Sai will do good someday.”

2. I simply express myself and write stories of Sai.

3. I am not going to be rich by doing this.

4. I am not going to be awarded by anyone.

5. I get nothing.

6. I won’t even be recognized by anyone who reads StarSai when I travel in bus or walk like a stupid in the roads of Coimbatore in weekends.

The other day, I was too depressed while in Bus and suddenly saw a man in front of me with a wall paper in his Mobile showing “Sai’s Eyes”. Just 2 seconds and I know its the photo I had taken from my parents room and posted in StarSai years back.

I bought this Saibaba photo when my Mom was not well and  hung in my parents room. When I was about to leave Coimbatore and go Mumbai few years back, I asked this Sai Baba to take care of my parents and posted it in this article so that devotees will feel blessed when they are upset with life – Saibaba Photos – Indian Saint Shirdi Saibaba

As if Life is like a circle, what I did, came back to me. When I saw the same photo of Sai eyes in a stranger’s mobile phone, I asked Sai in my heart

“Baba, Enakeva’.

I felt like crying….

“Are you using my own photography of you to give hints to me that you are always there for me?”

I got irritated but felt surprised looking at my Sai in some strangers mobile phone.

Few years back, a devotee mailed me that she went to a Sai mandir in U.S and felt exited looking at the Sai Photography I did with Saibaba Statue in my home, stuck in the walls of the temple. She got exited and wrote me a mail. Sometimes, I never know where my Sai goes and how far he goes..

Sai moves in mysterious ways to do his work.

Anyway..

Shall I tell you why I do this in StarSai?

Because I want you to be Happy.

I want you to feel the presence of Sai.

I want you to live in peace.

Guru means the one who wards off darkness and brings light in your life.

I believe at least few hundreds of Sai devotees like you will be benefited, get inspired, enhance their faith and live more positively when they come to StarSai.

I have made you smile.

I have made you laugh

and I have made a few of you shed tears.

I have irritated few and I have also inspired few of You.

Now tell me What you desire most?

You think, You can desire more than me?

My desire may or may not get fulfilled but I hold on to Sai.

I just ask you to do the same.

Hold on to Sai.

Shall I tell you what I get in doing all this to you in StarSai?

I share your Emotions.

I share your happiness.

I share your good moments

I get something that money can’t buy.

I share emotions of Millions of Sai devotees around the world.

That’s why I ask you.

Tell me what you desire most

Because I know you.

I know you from the deepest walls of your heart. My Sai lives there and I know my Sai.

Tell me what you desire most?

Tell it to your Sai.

because he lives in you.

Sai is in you.

Love,

Venkat

Little Servant of Shirdi Saibaba